so tired today!slept at 2 plus last night...had terrible stomach ache at 5 plus this morning..dunno why...then slept again till 8...woke up..bathed went to westmall mac to meet dear to study...haha!i thought students would wake up early to go there book place and study but then reachedthere around 9...not many ppl lei...hahah found a cosy corner...oh ya!and westmall mac is super nice now lor!!LOL!!the counter ar...super high tech!hahaha they prepare the burger upstairs right then they will put it on this belt thing then the belt will just keep rotating la...tt means like if u order 1 filet-o-fish then the person on the second floor will prepare the burger then put it on the rotating belt..then the burger will be transported downstairs to the counter...haha!cool right???first time i see this they really make use of their 2 stories hahah!anyway internet cannot use..then dear was like so bored so asked him go buy comic...haha!dunno wt so nice about it but it's his fav..so oh well since he accompany him then just anything la...lol!
ate lunch and studied till about 3..then went over to his house cos he was like so tired and he needs the internet to do his work...so just go lor...when reached slept for about 1 hour++ then started writing notes again while he did his work....then he ordered pizza for dinner...hahah...shared 2 pizzas with his parents...his father so funny!always talkng about government LOL!!then dear was like listeing blur blur like tt hahaha!so funny!=D
finally!finish writing my notes while dear was helping me train my maple char...he played the monster carnival...tt's like so fun lor!HAHA!then he helped me level up!!yeah!!!44 now!!=Djia you!hahaha..now holiday special..got 2x EXP every weekends from 8pm-10pm...cool!sure very fast level uphaha!first time i finished writig my notes!!last time i never did..i always write half way and then get so sick and tired of writing i just stopped lol..but i finished it this time!*pat on my back*now to memorize>.<
term test on monday..FI ppr...then wed AFP then fri FPQA...fri the worse one...dunno how to compile the notes man...hmmm!
tmr still got church...gotta sleep le la...oh ya..dear's birthday coming..duno wht to do for him=(im so bad at this kinda thing..budget also tight...also dunno how to make things...dunno la...even the GB P6 farewell thing also haven prepare lol...the games and small farewell gifts..maybe ill drop by ikea one of this days to take a look...haha maybe buy them a bib lol!!oh man!*mad*
anyway dear's gonna be so busy=(no time for me anymore...every day he has to stay in camp...only come out on fri night=( but nvm la!just bear with it..ill get use to it haahah!=D love ya lots n lots n lots dear!=)*muackz*
today is the worst day in my life!!im glad its over! did my FI report last night till this morning 1 plus am...then i was saving and doing and then suddenly it was saved under temp file and i dunno wht in the world is wrong with me..i decided to just close it and open it again and guess wht??THE FILE WAS GONE!!wth!!i was so freaked out i called dear and cry...cos i didnt know wht to do..then he was in camp had to sleep early cos today he got test...then i had no choice let him go sleep...then i was so scared i didnt know wht to do and everything i was like lost! then i just decided to do it allover again=(its alot of info!!=( i was so not motivated to do my work...lucky amanda was there to keep me company...i had her tot alk to whihc made me feel much better and not so alone=))thank God for her! i prayed before i started work and with God's grace i finished my work!!yeah!!at 5.45=.= exactly 4 hours of continuous work..ha!was soooo tired!went to sleep for an hour then had to go sch le=( feel soooo sleepy the whole day..my eyes were heavy..andi had lab today lucky it was a short and easy one..buti think i gonna get 0 for my post lab...i dunno how to do=( then had fpqa meeting...so lost...so many books but of no help...haiz...cream puff is a horrible food to do research on!=( now emi still trying to find the fpqa stuff haiz....
tmr got AFP project consultation....haven done the task analysis...but do the research first lol...its so rush we not even prepared for the consultation to begin with...hmmm..but nvm la...=D
during L&C lect...i was like dozing off!lucky the lecture was short hahah!slept in the bus...then must keep waking up cos i sit outside then ppl keep going in to sit and coming out to alight....then the ppl behind talk so loud...hmmm..but at least i still get to sleep while la...haha...
anyway wanna share this video...sooooo cute!!!my mother showed it to me!its sooo cute right??!hahaha she say until got tune and tempo somemore...hahaha!enjoy!~
i hate it when ppl reminds me of my size...to many ppl fat is wrong and ugly!the world thinks everyone has to be thin to be well-liked by others!but i beg to differ alright!fat isnt ugly!not all fat ppl are ugly!take lydia sum for example..she is fat but so wht she lives her life her way and makes ppl happy..when she dies..she is remembered by millions...how bout say...queen latifah??huh??isnt she just huge but amazing in her own way?has style and confidence?wht's wrong with being fat??fat doesnt mean anything!it just means unhealthy?!?am i RIGHT or WRONG??yea im fat!but so wht...ya i made a mistake but cant i have time?im so irritated with ppl who constantly just reminds me of it...it's just sick!it is of no help but on the other hand just pulls my self-esteem down...ppl maybe joking but c'mon think of other's feelings when u joke...sometimes it may be a laughing matter to u but not to another?!u may say im petty..i dun care alright!WHATEVER!
freaking FI report is getting on my nerves!technical report?wth!do i have to do tt in sec sch??NO!doing this is no fun at all...no where to start and no where to end!wht a bother!
FPQA is another crap!research and research and research and in the end we deduce and conclude ourselves..wht crap!teacher doesnt even tell us if we r right or wrong..she just gives crap replies when we ask her qns...and u noe wht??we r tested on whtever tt we researched...and ya!how do we know if whtever tt we or our classmates' research are right??no we dont!we just study aimlessly and hope to pass!*roll eyes*
u noe wht?right now i just dun see anything i fron of me!just a yr of NIE and 5 yrs of teaching bond!sometimes i just ask myself did i even get into the right course??is it really wht i wanted in the first place...im afraid not...the sch's far i have totravel till thy kingdom come before i reach home...and hw is so freaking difficult!i just have to console myself tt i LOVE travelling so i can make it through tt 3 yrs taking bus to sch!i once thoguht tt my next goal was to get into the uni course for CST students...but wht are the chances??0.000000000000001% or maybe less than tt or maybe even 0! so wht's the point...i dun see the point and when im out from there..ya a certificate and then wht...another extra 2 yrs bond which makes it 7 yrs bonded to sth which im not really keen on!
ya!im being childish!im complaining and complaining and not using my big brains tothink of wht to do next and how to think on the positive side..but wht positive side isthere??stable job??is tt wht singaporean's life is all about??money?job?i wanna do sth tt i like!but im stuck!is it wrong listening to my mother?i dun wan to say its wrong but just tt maybe whtever tt i like to her it might not be the best choice...from sec sch till now it has always been the case..im indecisive!my mum decides for me and i let her!i listened to her!and im always stuck with things im not comfortable with..things i dun like!when do i get to do the things i like?never i guess....in life...nth goes ur way.
im breaking apart!things around me are breaking me apart..my family isnt helping!all tt i wrote in my previous post are fake!its just to make myself feel better...they are all fake!im pathetic and im living my life the pathetic way..till when? i dunno..and i dun wish to know.*cries*
dun leave comments about this post...dun tag about this post...its just whtever in me..i just wanna write and forget about it.if ppl out there who reads and change their impression of me i cant help it...but just dun ask me anything about anything here.just read (if u want) and shhhhhh............
p/s:Lord im desperate! pull me out of this mess and give me a chance.and...lastly....give me faithfulness.
omg!my left side of my headhas been hurting since morning..now its worse...i sleep already..bathe already..drink lots of water already still so painful!oh man!=(
anyway today is quite a short day...no fpqa lect..thank God if not have to go sch at 8?! then fpqa tutorial was together with FI tutorial so ended school at 1 today=D ahhaha reached home at around 2.30...weather is soooooooo hot man!!the heat is killing me!!
anyway yesterday had AFP lab...hahaha did experiment on the different types of roux sauces...there's ermm...light,medium and heavy sauces....roux sauce are actually used to make soups?or macaroni cheesE?super ncie...some groups made cream of mushroom...some made cream of broccoli...some made macaroni cheese..me group made macaroni cheese and its so nice!!i mean after i added more salt n pepper at the last part hahahah!so obviously u shld know the macaroni turn out tasteless at first hahaha...here are the few pics la=P
cream of broccoli soup...the taste is great!reminds me of ikea's cream of broccoli soup too haha..
my group's macaroni cheese...the colour is nice!lol..inside wwas a little liquid but its nice!hahah
cream of mushroom soup...my favourite!!hahaha and its so niceee!!!better than the can one...this one no preservatives!hahah
yani's macaroni cheese...oh man!!their presentation is soooo good...u see the spoon at the side?guess wht it's made of?(ans below) and their macaroni sauce is slightly green cause they blended the coriander together with the sauce..heard tt they didnt even put salt of anything and the taste is there...new recipe huh??hahaha=)creative ppl=P
oh ya..of course we didnt prepare this..but just a random pic..cos me n emi was eating the chicken rice set meal today..and why is it speical??cos its our last yr in school..and 3/4 of the time we ate at flavours,...and this is our very first time eating the school's chciken rice...hahaha!i know its lame but ya..lol
every thurs..can save moeny jsut eat the food we cook can le...hahaha...so full man..everytime still got leftover somemore lol...
anyway term test is coming=( 3 subjects to sit for..well not counting crm next tues...hmmm...not only tt during term break still got projects to complete...>.<
today some ppl are just beingplain irresponsible...got a role but doesnt play it well...so wht's the use...whtever la...its none of my business anyway...selfish and irresponsible ppl arent worth the discussion!
anw i know im mean today...sorry hilyah for today..i know u have already taken the initiative and isnt much of ur fault or responsibility in the first place....hmmm so...just wanna apologise....was just being mean=P *sorry*
alright...tt's it...oh ya!leveled up today!!!level 39 now on the way to 40...yes!finally can see the "4" after so long!hahaha!and 1 last thing..u know wht the spoon in the secondlast pic made of?? ans::::::CELERY!hahahah!mdm kalpana carved it...unbelievable!=D p/s: Thank God for the short day today, the time for me to sleep and for giving me frens tt always makes me happy=D
haiz...actually i expected this anyway...i failed my BTT....this is so bad...lucky darling was there with me...i know this sounds so emo but i cried lor..dunno why also...the thought tt my mother would be disappointed just makes me cry...
went for dinner with darling...then he was consoling me n stuff...i guess he's right...there are also other ppl who keep failing wht....and its better to fail my test than when i start driving and then keep getting into accident la...maybe im just not ready..but of course this isnt an excuse...as expected..my next booking would be 2 mths later...july...haiz...
on the way home was thinking about wht my parents will say but when i reached home whtever they said was so unexpected....this is wht they said..
xy was at the door...
xy: HI JIE!!
mum: so how?fail ar?
me: ya lor....
mum: see la see la...(cos she knew i studied last min)
me: theni say a whole lot of rubbish which is quite redundant here...
dad: nvm la..now u learn and find out=D thenhow's the insurance presentation? blablabla~~
tt's the part about the driving one...they were encouraging instead of disappointed.which makes me feel so bad=(...thank God for my parents...they have always been encouraging and leaving me to be independent since i started poly...maybe just some occasional reminder about studying hard....i just love them sooo much and i never wnna lose them=(
thanks darling for the encouragement and consolation...sorry to spoil the dinner hahaha....anyway thanks so much for the blog skin..although i dun really like brown...hahah but its ok=)) the combined blog also so nice!!!tt's nicer lol!=P
anyway tues was a long day but with God's grace it actually ended quite quickly...only managed to sleep at 2 on mon cos of so much work...didnt even finish some....
then woke up at 6 on tues morning to go school...had CRM presentation..and everything went quite well...(thank God for tt)...and then CRM ended late...then had to rush for FI lecture...lucky its only 1 hour or i might just fall asleep..lol...then supposedly tt was the end of the day...butttttt..there's always a but to everything...but i had CDS...and FPQA project...so went for break..then went library project room...searched for some books but not many were relevant...haiz..i guessed im just too slow...actually up till now i dun even know wht im supose to research for...but ill just find out i think i ask too many qns le..also hard for them to explain to me..oh well....sorry guys...
then after researching awhile..had to go cfor CDS le...haiz..it just sucks being alone in tt class...as in cos all my other classmates are in another class...but well..not too bad la...then suppose to decide theleader one...then they decide le then tell me....wth..then ok lor...just wanna get this over n done with anyway...CDS isnt much of an importance to me anyway...as long as i get a decent grade...handed up my proposal...no hw!yes!hahah...
after cds..lucky it ended early if not i would have been late for my test...reached the drving centre on time...took the test till 8.30...and ya...failed....tt's just too bad!sad of course..but its already done......msg amanda she also dun wanna reply me...ok lor...
then ya as i said went for dinner..and tt's the end of the day...quite fast la..and today no school!!!yeah!!!hahahah....waited for this day since the end of mon hahaha!im such a slacker always waiting for days with no school...lol
talked to jon last night...for those who's wondering...yes he's jonathan tang...he wanted to ask me bring his gf to church and he's not gonna be there=.= how??i dun even know his gf..if i did i dun mind but i never even see her before..isnt it weird??and he said he got yoga lessons so cannot go...then im like huh then how..feel bad to reject but if he's not there its just gonna be weird..and this sunday we are doing kids church so its different u see...feel so bad rejecting her...maybei shldnt in the first place...i dunno la....hmm...talked to him quite abit...glad tt we still keep in contact once in awhile la=D
alrights...gtg now...oh ya suddenly i got the urge to play maple again...hahaha but oh well..work first...not looking forward to tmr haiz...
it's vesak day!!actually its a wasted holiday for me...cos i didnt have classes on mondays in the first place=( lol!but well...extra day for me to do my work!really packed day...mostly research...hmmm
watched world trade centre part 1 last night...oh my goodness..it justt took so long to load!!=.= but well..not bad a show..watching part 2 later...didnt have a choice..have to do my movie proposal..haiz...
wed no school!!!hahaha!no labs!!hyeah!!lol...oh ya today have to study for my BTT also..dun wanna fail...
cant wait for holidays to come..belle have been asking me to go out with her...feel so bad canot go out with her..missed her lots!haha...still owe her a pulau ubin trip hahaha!=D
well..hope everything is according to plan today then i can finish my work hahaha!gtg...enjoy ur vesak day ppl!=D
lucky today no dance..if not my whole day is gone then i have to rush my work tmr...not tt i dun like dance...but just tt im just super busy...hmmm...afterall i dun have a choice but to put my work first...
CRM--> - quiz - e-lecture - insurance report and presentation
FI--> - log book for prac 2 - techinical report for prac 2 part 1
AFP--> - equipment list for prac 1
FPQA--> - research on "irradiation and microwaves", and some temp thing from package 1.2
L&C--> - watch a movie and do up a movie proposal
Driving--> - BTT
all this i have to do by next tues...AFP by thurs and FI by next wed...thank God for public holidays....it may seem little but its actually alot ok!
now the insurance thing got big problem...as much as insurance is good for u...it is troublesome!haiz...i dunno how alreadyla...just hope everything turns out well...
i feel tt i have neglected dear recently...i seem to have so much work..we dun even have much time to talk to each other..even if we meet up its like 1 hour plus 2 hours?not more than tt....at night he has to sleep early and i have to compromise...im like so bad...haiz..he so emo lately...feel so sad...i dun like him to be emo cos its notlike him to be like tt...haiz i really dunno la..
hope i can finish everything by today then tmr i can do other stuff...many other things to write..but forget it...
today's AFP prac was super fun!!hahaha ok...we were split into 10 groups of 2..and each group has 3 dishes to prepare including the oat recipe tt we researched on last week..i partnered emillia..she's funny!hahahi keep bugging her on how to decorate the food!LOL!hmm..there was..fried noodles, fried rice, sushi, chicken nasi briyani, corn bran muffin, corn bread, corn soup, marcaroni cheese, ondeh ondeh, lemon barley drink...me n emillia cooked sushi, chicken nasi briyani and corn bread...then at the end we all laid it on the middle front table...then got debrief...then everyone waas like tasting each other's food...hahaha it was so fun!!everyone was like so full!!and so much left overs..lol oh and for our oat recipe...its oat crumb quiche i think hahah...it wasnt cook in the end lol...me, emillia and amanda did it...well actually just the both of them...cos i was busy washing up the other table..lol!!here are the pics..lol..we really had fun!!and 5 hours of prac not 4...hahaha!and had lect later at 3..tiring day!=P
this 3 dishes were done by me n emi....
this is the sushi..the rice was so plain lol not enough vinegar i guess...then mdm kalpana said tt we shld add the vinegar, salt and sugar after the rice is cooked if not allthis ingredients will form a layer over the rice grains stopping the water from entering the rice then the rice wont swell and rupture then it wont be sticky anymore...aha!just wrote this here..in case i forgotten wht she said then can refer here hahaha!
this is the corn bread...it looks so unappealing hahaha it wasnt nice..or rather i dint like it la..emi liked it thought haha..the orange was there cos the whole thing was so plain didnt know wht to put..and the watery thing at the side is not orangejuice!hahah its the honey...lol..and the white thing on the bread is icing sugar...oh ya and when plating always do it in odd numbers..like 3,5,7 pieces?yepps..
the last dish was chicken nasi briyani...hahha it ended up so little cos 1/4 of the rice was stuck to the bottom of the pan lol..teacher said sth wrong with the pan!LOL!but yea...too much garnish...usually garnishing shld be focused only on 1 side of the plate so tt it wont look so crowded
here are some pics on how mdm kalpana did her plating..its nice but not filling lol..but usually only restaurants serve like tt and its ex!i wont pay for this lol...cos u not paying for the food but for the effort tt the chef put in=.= im poorr..
this is actually hana group's oat recipe...they got no recipe actually they just did this themselves...pro..haha!but it taste super nice!LOL!!very xiang lor..hahaha...the plating was done by mdm kalpana..
someone's sushi...plating also done by mdm kalpana...plain, simpla but class right??hahaha
someone's ondeh ondeh also..its orange cos of the sweet potato...nice colour right..i like the colour..sth diff rather then the normal green ones..haha..
next up...nurul group's presentation...the way her group presents is great!hahah just tt..some were over garnished..but they are like experts!HAHAH!!check it out...
this is the corn bran muffin ar...yepps..the heart shape soo nice right??and the icing sugar makes it so appealing right!hahah..like high class muffins...lol
this was their sushi...the little california handroll in the centre is so cute!!LOL!
this is their macaroni cheese...colourful..interesting shape and presentation...=D
ohhhh this one u must see!!!...its yani group's macaroni cheese!its just so nice!!its like a building with trees beside hahaha...
cool right???hahahha its amazing how creative my class can get...lol...everyone is diff and special in their unique way and if u didnt realize...we all used the same ingredients but came up ith diff designs...hahaha...fun!=D
well done to my fpqa group=D although presentation was a little long but we did well right??hahaha claire was right..we will do well=D hahaha!yeah!!motivation for package 1.2...jia you!!=)
for FI prac..i misread the qn and almost screwed it up..haiz...im so so sorry hana and amanda=( oh ya!and today's hana's birthday!HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANA! hahaha sang her a birthday song with some of my other classmates in front of the lift...lol..so fun!
met dear at lot 1 today to eat dinner and buy ingredients for AFP tmr...lucky i found it...phew..hope tmr is a success!yeah!hahah....but today he dress so maturely!!i mean soooo maturely...i dunno how to describe but ya....but i kinda like it...lol!haha didnt get to talk to him though cos was listening to my father going through the insurance quotation...my father is so great!LOL!being an insurance agent is so tough!so many things must remember and understand and all the figures...hard to get it in overnight but ill try...ha!thanks dad!=D
haiz...im tried but not really ttired...but also not really not tired..haiya...just a little tired i guess....just living each day as it comes la...hahaha..good wht not so stress...haha fri got fpqa quiz...next tues got BTT...oopps=X
cant wait for term break at least can rest awhile...hmmm...i hope...lol...2-3 more weeks!!
my life is boring!revolving around sch,bus,home,comp and then sch,bus,home,comp and still sch,bus,home,comp.........etc.....no life.
*i pray for strength and confidence to live each day*
today's a little waste of time...met darling in train...went to yio chu kang to meet his fren to get the psp...went to ang mo kio...wanted to look at things att he cash converter...nth onelor and everything inside is like???so disgusting!!how to buy?!?its like for my new house??haiz...then saw this sign $2.90 onwards jap food...went in to eat...he ordered katsudon i ordered curry udon....then side dish=scallop,pregnant fish and jap dumpling...ok la not bad...the curry udon soooo salty!!the katsudon nicer so we exchanged and he said not salty at all=.= his taste bud sth wrong...die!LOL
after tt went over to ikea tampines...oh man...by the time we reach there so late le..by the time i write allmy stuff properly already super late le..so went there never even walked around then went off le..andlucky i went off...cos i only reached home at around 6.30...still had to go grandma house...
went to grandma house then mum bought a heart shaped cake to celebrate mother's day...the cakeis nice!hahah...dad didnt go..not feeling well after yesterday....
now i have to organize my thoughts and start work!
yozzz ppl!yest was so fun!!hahah the whole day all of us were waiting for the seoul garden in the noon...first time i took a bus with so many classmates...hahah!so fun !!its like an outing!LOL!mrs viji came along too^^ hahaha..
anyway when we reached the entrance of seoul garden(tm) we were suppose to draw lots and see where we were supposed to sit...
i got table 4 and on my table there was, claire, jessica, and reini=D
after everything..we started eating..taking the food and stuff...the thing keep spitting oil onto us...lol!it made 1 super distinct dot on my head...and claire's hand also...lol..so painful! some pics while they were eating^^
my table=D
that's claire's chopstick..lol!
the other table's at the otherside...enjoying themselves=Dhaha!
my table on this side..lesser ppl cos i likes sitting down and taking pic..=P
then after tt half way when eating...hana went around takingpics with everyone...then i also copy her after she finish...lol!!go around disturbing ppl when they eating hahahh...here are alllll the pics!!=D of course with my face inside..hee^^enjoy~!
hilyah and hana^^
claire,jess,hana^^
me, pris and emi!!it was soo long since the were the 3 of us in the pic...or rather this is the first time we ever took a pic together!!hahah!cool!for those who dunno...we knew each other since the first day of orientation and were together till now..there were thick and thin but we went through it together..nice bunch of frens^^*treasured*
mrs viji (care person) and fattasha^^
hana and hilyah (this time with me) hahah!^^
claire,jess,hana^^(hana is like everywhere!LOL!so funy!)
charmaine,ika,reini...the back one on ur right dun need say already la hor..u shld know..its hana!LOL!!
farah and nurul^^
yani and amanda^^(both of them are super nice frens of mine..always there when im down=)thanks girls!=)including lee kuan of course..ill post her pic up...look out for her..haha
zul and elizabeth(hahaha he's the rose among the thorns...lol)
eliz and lee kuan...there leekuan is here!!haha she's the one i've been talking about tt has been on the director's list...smart girl!haha!sorry i keep talking about it...to me..tt's a big thing ok...hahah!=D
clarie,jess,hilyah(maybe u will see repeats of some ppl's faces..tt's cos im posting everything up!hahahah!continue viewing)=P
zuzi,novia,charmaine^^
wani and nur...lol..wani is another joker...hahaha this is wht she said when all of us were going around taking pics...
other ppl:wani!let's take pics
wani: ehh,can u all let me eat in peace...no paparazzi ar...pls...LOL!!
and then she was laughing and smiling...lol!she's super funny!ad if im not wrong she still loves parishilton lol!fun girl!=D
me n lee kuan!!sweet eh...hahaha!=)cute little girl hahaha
everyone on the other table^^a little small and smoky haha..
ermmm...we couldnt finish..and thoguht we would be charged for wastage(which in the end didnt la) then jess placed all this on the hotplate and let it burn...lol!!and it became like tt...lol!!
the end product of our mail...lol...a few ppl left at a time...then in the end left me,pris,amanda,lee kuan,yani...we continued chatting for awhile then we left about 5 plus..this outing is sooo funn!!i wish we had time for more of this=D oh ya this is the empty table...lol!so messy!HAHA!=P
after the seoul garden thing...the 5 of us needed to do project or rather it's me,amanda,yani and lee kuan...then we asked pris to come along...and on the way amanda and pris did sth!!s bad!!LOL...
the rose on pris's hair...was stolen!!LOL!pris dared me to take the rose..but i didnt want to then amanda went to take it!!LOl...2 some more!!omg!!and u know wht tt rose is for..is u know those newly opened shops got all these flowers sent by ppl or companies to congratualate them on their opening...lol ya tt's fromthere...and after tt wehn we were walking arouind before going home..they took about 4-5 more daisies...lol!!crazy ppl lor both of them..lol..
posing for the camera....hahahaha!
woahhh..tt marks the end of my day....yeah!so funnn!!!the time spent together was great!so great!hahaha...anyway later i gtg do projects...oh man...it never feels like the end of the week although it IS the end of the week...and before i know it the week starts again...hmmmmm...oh well...
anyway!wanna thank the social reps( fattasha,pris and nur)of my class for planning this seoul garden thing!it was fun and memorable!plan some more kk?hahah!Thank God for the time tt i can spent together with my frens!*treasured*
so many things happening at a time....so messy...so confusing..so complicating!!so many projects to complete!counted..about 5 for the next 2 mths...3 datelines in july=( tt's not very long from now...
got scolded from mdm kalpana today during AFP today...hmmm...well...she scold cos she cares=P oh well...
dad went to see the doc today...got another lump on his thigh..tmr going to mount E to see doctor..then might have to go for surgery to take out the pus...mum said he might be staying in...not sure yet=( Pray everything is fine=(
today on the bus 66 as usual...everyone squeezing here and there..and tt indian lady was there again=.=so irritating!!(not racist la..just tt particular woman) gets on my nerves every morning...then already no space...keep moving and moving...just cos wanna get a sit...pls lor..no space then no space la...must squeeze one meh...its obvious..every morning also no space to sit one wht...my goodness!=.=
someone talked to belle on msn today(shant name who)well if tt person reads she shld know...asked to meet her again...to cut short the story..belle asked where..and she said clarke quey...which was where i experienced the same thing...must be tt stupid company enyouth again la...or rather another company...whtever it is..belle didnt wanna reply her anymore cos i told her wht happened..then this person called her lor...then keep asking..wth!this ppl are like so fake can..so realistic!wht wanna meet up..come on lor..she doesnt even know tt belle was in the same school with her for 4 yrs..and now trying to act like very close to her and trying to act like wanna catch up...pls la..wak eup ur idea...not everyone is so gullible can...wht kind of frenship is this??so fake!!dun wan also no big deal....and ppl dun wan then dun wan la...keep forcing for wht...thick skin lor!
tmr still got class gathering at seoul garden..no money already la!already struggling to keep up with my expenses lor and my c somemore make it compulsory!...haven even buy my leadership tb..and the recipe book...the super thick one...and i haven even pay for my phone bill and also still got 2 weeks of sschool to tide through...im super dead la!!darling's birthday and mum's birthday is next mth...mother's day is like this weekend??!?!?wht's happening to my life la!all so screwed up!money also like tt!school also like tt!project also like tt!
sorry for the emo stuff...just so agitated nowadays and so messed up...i need to organise but have no idea where to start...im soooo lost in my own messed up life=(
oh man!!!had a super busy day today!!first FPQA tut for 2h..then 6 hours of lab straight...from FI to FPQA=.=...and the lab is like so tiring!!must rush here and there cos no time...for FI la...and then learn the calculation...so hard to understand!!too long never do maths le i think..but in the end still ok la...hahaha we make some sauce...like tomato sauce like tt but got garlic powder and black pepper powder..but its nice lor..hahaha my group one super sour!!LOL...those ppl taste le give funny faces!!so funny!!!LOL!!=DFPQA lab was alright..just tt already so tired le...then suppose to do spread plate we do streak plate..hahah!!i think its my fault!lol cos i was the one tt put the streak there then they happily use LOL!!!paiseh eh...my fault=Psorry=Pbut overall alright la..finised 1 h earlier went to library borrow soooooo many books..all hardcover and some so thick somemore!!cannot reserve so must bring back home!!oh man..my bag already so heavy!!after tt still must go lecture but of course made it back home la..if not i wont be wrting this haha!
went for dinner with ddarling at lot 1...at fried rice,3 pieces of sushi...then went down to mac...drank half cup of caramel frappe...oh man..i dun drink coffee but then he went to buy coffee=.=then bought 1 packet of fries...left at about 10.20pm..reached home at 10.45pm...fast eh?lucky we stay near each other if not we will have even lesser time to meet..haha!thank God!=D
alright gtg now...
*loves*
***my patience is running thin, Lord teach me how to love the unlovable***
phew~presentation is over for the first project...i totally screwed it up...i didnt even follow the paper when i talked and i messed up everything..missed some of the points and stuff=( but luckily God answered my prayer which helped me alot!1=D i wasnt really sure about how to start off the whole presentation...i have been praying and nth seems to come to my mind..until last min..when i was listening to my other classmates then suddenly a thought struck me...like i could act as a mother and stuff to present...so ill start off like tt...and it did helped me alot!=DThank God!its amazing how he actually works!and yes!he works fast!its just a matter of seconds hahaha...
dunno why today felt so sianz...its like as if life had no aim and purpose...i feel so lifeless and like...dead....i feel so lethargic and no motivation to do any other things..i just stoned in the bus on the way home...hmmmm...but oh well...shant think about today....tmr is a brand new day and i hope things turns out better....
anywayyyyyy...hahaha!!!didnt post yest and it was a super good day yesterday!!!i went to the ZOO!!!!yeah!!hhahaha i was at home in the morning..was like so excited over it..met darling at cck mrt station at 1.40pm...he was late!=Pthen bought bread and honey wheat grass drink for lunch..the drink so nice!!i think im like addicted to it haha!!yepps...then took 927 to the zooo!!!took about half an hour..fast hor?lol..all the while i thought zoo was like in the desserted area where its so hard to reach lol!=D seriously the zoo is super fun!!!its not tt i never go to the zoo before...but going with family and bf is diff wht..lol...and the animals were really cute!!most of them were like super active!LOL!so funnny!!here are the pics and videos...but the videos super blur..phone resolution not good for taking video=(so wasted!the animal show was so nice!!but wellill just post it up...enjoy~!
WELCOME TO THE SINGAPORE ZOO!!=D
tickets are at $16.50/pax but if with unlimited tram ride would be $21.50..we bought the $21.50 ones...
the asian-clawed otter...omg!they are like so cutee!!when they see ppl they all lined up and let us take pics!LOL!!dar said they are falling in!LOL!
this is the pygmy hippo!haha the butt belongs to the adult one and the head is the baby one...the baby hippo just keeps following the adult hippo and they just keep going round and round and round..and they dun swim...they kinda bounce..LOL!
kangaroos!=Dthe last time i came this part was still under renovation haha...and some of the kangaroos are like lying down..lol...lazy bums!haha!
its drinking water...and the way it hop towards the water is so funny..haha its like its going to fall..lol!but cute!=D
babooon!!haha reminds me of justin yip..not cos he looks like one..but he was the one who started givng me this nick name wheni was in sec sch=.= so lame..and i carried this nick fr the rest of my 4 yrs in school...lol!
penguins!!they are like so cute!!the way they walk look so clumsy..reminds me of my facebook pet...pingu!hahah!
oh man!i tell u this sealion is a genius man!!lol!it's name is seth if im not wrong haha...so nice!=D
orang utans!!too bad ah meng not there anymore=(didnt get to see it one last time=( but its ok the others are cute too!=D
this 2 cheeky fellows are fighting...lol!!the bigger one used a sack to cover his head and rolled down the hill!and the smaller one follow...lol...then they start to fight..for quite awhile..lol!!reminds me of humans lol!=Dthey are like humans to begin with haha...
doing their dental check-up...hahah no la...the zookeeper did tt just for fun cos the orangutan smiled at him lol!
all ready for their daily snack...fruits and vegetables!=Dhealthy monkeys arent they=)
the more common ones like zebras...well zebras are known as the land animal that has the most distinctive body pattern...if im not wrong heez....
the giraffe!known as the tallest land animal!=) poor thing..i think they never got a chance to sit down..lol
lions!*ROAR*...only 1 male and 3 females...wht happen to the males??hahah anyway lions are known as the animal that is the most distinct between the male and the female=D
elephant rides..didnt get to sit on them though...abit ex la..hahah..anyway ill sit on it next time when i got more money hahaha..oh...there's also the horse carriage ride..hahah..waa sit on top like princess haha..
polar bears!or rather polar bear without the "s"...so poor thing...wonder wht happend to the others...lol..anyway besides dolphin and penguins i love polar bears too...cos they are big,furry and white!haha!*purity*poor thing lei..weather so hot!but the way he lie down so cute!LOL!=D
below are some videos tt i took..resolution not tt good bear with it..but its interesting hahah!enjoy~!
the genius sea lion named seth...so cute!!=D
that's the end of my zooo tripp...i enjoyed myself soooooo much!!hope dar enjoyed himself too=D thank God for the good weather and the enjoyable time=)) p/s: some technical problem...cant seem to upload the elephants and the otters ones...ill try again another time...stay tuned=Dhaha!
anyway last but not least wanna congratulate KHOO LEE KUAN for being on the director's list!!!let's give her a round of applause!!!*claps claps claps*yeah!!!hahaha congrats!!=Dits a once in a life time thing and she did it!!yeah!!!=D
alrights..longgggg post...gotta go sleep now...nitez^^
