Thursday, May 8, 2008
so many things happening at a time....so messy...so confusing..so complicating!!so many projects to complete!counted..about 5 for the next 2 mths...3 datelines in july=( tt's not very long from now...
got scolded from mdm kalpana today during AFP today...hmmm...well...she scold cos she cares=P oh well...
dad went to see the doc today...got another lump on his thigh..tmr going to mount E to see doctor..then might have to go for surgery to take out the pus...mum said he might be staying in...not sure yet=( Pray everything is fine=(
today on the bus 66 as usual...everyone squeezing here and there..and tt indian lady was there again=.=so irritating!!(not racist la..just tt particular woman) gets on my nerves every morning...then already no space...keep moving and moving...just cos wanna get a sit...pls lor..no space then no space la...must squeeze one meh...its obvious..every morning also no space to sit one wht...my goodness!=.=
someone talked to belle on msn today(shant name who)well if tt person reads she shld know...asked to meet her again...to cut short the story..belle asked where..and she said clarke quey...which was where i experienced the same thing...must be tt stupid company enyouth again la...or rather another company...whtever it is..belle didnt wanna reply her anymore cos i told her wht happened..then this person called her lor...then keep asking..wth!this ppl are like so fake can..so realistic!wht wanna meet up..come on lor..she doesnt even know tt belle was in the same school with her for 4 yrs..and now trying to act like very close to her and trying to act like wanna catch up...pls la..wak eup ur idea...not everyone is so gullible can...wht kind of frenship is this??so fake!!dun wan also no big deal....and ppl dun wan then dun wan la...keep forcing for wht...thick skin lor!
tmr still got class gathering at seoul garden..no money already la!already struggling to keep up with my expenses lor and my c somemore make it compulsory!...haven even buy my leadership tb..and the recipe book...the super thick one...and i haven even pay for my phone bill and also still got 2 weeks of sschool to tide through...im super dead la!!darling's birthday and mum's birthday is next mth...mother's day is like this weekend??!?!?wht's happening to my life la!all so screwed up!money also like tt!school also like tt!project also like tt!
sorry for the emo stuff...just so agitated nowadays and so messed up...i need to organise but have no idea where to start...im soooo lost in my own messed up life=(
gtg do work nowwwww!!
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