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haiz...actually i expected this anyway...i failed my BTT....this is so bad...lucky darling was there with me...i know this sounds so emo but i cried lor..dunno why also...the thought tt my mother would be disappointed just makes me cry...

went for dinner with darling...then he was consoling me n stuff...i guess he's right...there are also other ppl who keep failing wht....and its better to fail my test than when i start driving and then keep getting into accident la...maybe im just not ready..but of course this isnt an excuse...as expected..my next booking would be 2 mths later...july...haiz...

on the way home was thinking about wht my parents will say but when i reached home whtever they said was so unexpected....this is wht they said..

xy was at the door...

xy: HI JIE!!

mum: so how?fail ar?

me: ya lor....

mum: see la see la...(cos she knew i studied last min)

me: theni say a whole lot of rubbish which is quite redundant here...

dad: nvm la..now u learn and find out=D thenhow's the insurance presentation?
blablabla~~

tt's the part about the driving one...they were encouraging instead of disappointed.which makes me feel so bad=(...thank God for my parents...they have always been encouraging and leaving me to be independent since i started poly...maybe just some occasional reminder about studying hard....i just love them sooo much and i never wnna lose them=(

thanks darling for the encouragement and consolation...sorry to spoil the dinner hahaha....anyway thanks so much for the blog skin..although i dun really like brown...hahah but its ok=)) the combined blog also so nice!!!tt's nicer lol!=P

anyway tues was a long day but with God's grace it actually ended quite quickly...only managed to sleep at 2 on mon cos of so much work...didnt even finish some....

then woke up at 6 on tues morning to go school...had CRM presentation..and everything went quite well...(thank God for tt)...and then CRM ended late...then had to rush for FI lecture...lucky its only 1 hour or i might just fall asleep..lol...then supposedly tt was the end of the day...butttttt..there's always a but to everything...but i had CDS...and FPQA project...so went for break..then went library project room...searched for some books but not many were relevant...haiz..i guessed im just too slow...actually up till now i dun even know wht im supose to research for...but ill just find out i think i ask too many qns le..also hard for them to explain to me..oh well....sorry guys...

then after researching awhile..had to go cfor CDS le...haiz..it just sucks being alone in tt class...as in cos all my other classmates are in another class...but well..not too bad la...then suppose to decide theleader one...then they decide le then tell me....wth..then ok lor...just wanna get this over n done with anyway...CDS isnt much of an importance to me anyway...as long as i get a decent grade...handed up my proposal...no hw!yes!hahah...

after cds..lucky it ended early if not i would have been late for my test...reached the drving centre on time...took the test till 8.30...and ya...failed....tt's just too bad!sad of course..but its already done......msg amanda she also dun wanna reply me...ok lor...

then ya as i said went for dinner..and tt's the end of the day...quite fast la..and today no school!!!yeah!!!hahahah....waited for this day since the end of mon hahaha!im such a slacker always waiting for days with no school...lol

talked to jon last night...for those who's wondering...yes he's jonathan tang...he wanted to ask me bring his gf to church and he's not gonna be there=.= how??i dun even know his gf..if i did i dun mind but i never even see her before..isnt it weird??and he said he got yoga lessons so cannot go...then im like huh then how..feel bad to reject but if he's not there its just gonna be weird..and this sunday we are doing kids church so its different u see...feel so bad rejecting her...maybei shldnt in the first place...i dunno la....hmm...talked to him quite abit...glad tt we still keep in contact once in awhile la=D

alrights...gtg now...oh ya suddenly i got the urge to play maple again...hahaha but oh well..work first...not looking forward to tmr haiz...

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