Wednesday, January 30, 2008
omg!!just now i was like in the toilet plucking my white hair..then suddenly the principal come in..then i like suddenly dunno wht to say i just smile then she went into the cubicle..then before she comes out i quickly went out of the toilet...lol!so dumb!i think she must be thinking wht in the world am i doing to my hair..haha!!so paiseh man!!=Ptalking about white hair..its not tt im old but rather my hair texture causes my hair to turn, brown then gold then white eventually..so i often have white hair and i cant stand it..so i just pulled it out..i saw 4 strands just now..but short ones..so hard to pull..only managedd to pull 2 strands..lol.the other 2 still 'young' so nvm..let them grow older first then pull!!LOLyeahhh!!im going for camp!!sec. 3 level camp!so fun!!i think..hahah...im like on attachment and i can go for camps...its like cool...miss chng finally can go for the camp le!haha!!mr khoo allow her to go..he's so nice!haha..i got company le..lol!!cos i suppose to follow mdm zheng..but she got her own class so like not very nice everytime go disturb ma..heez^^im like so excited!i just started packingmy bag last night at 9 plus..ha!hope i brought everything..anyway im still in singapore..just tt going changi tt side..so well not so worried even if i forgot to bring sth la..haha!!=D hope i can play and enjoy the activities like the students!heez!haven been to camp for quite awhile le..now waiting for 11.30...the bus only like sets off at 11.30...haha!long way to go man!=))anddd...tay chung hau!!!u send me the wrong fax no. la..lucky this mornigni check then hurry send to my mother before she fax..if not dunno fax go where ar!LOL..but its ok la..she fax to both anyway in case..haha..yeah!everything settled!=Dthanks so much for ur help anyway=)do take care and all the best for ur exams today and also for ur other pprs la..heez^^anyway im like so bored now..shld have brought a book to read or sth la..sianz...k la..i go do other things first...cya ppl!!=))*loveS*
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9:04 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
today lesson end!=)tmr going for camp for 2 days..but dunno wht's the plan also...mr wan dun let ms chng go say the sec.1s need help...then she so disappointed..she love camps..lol!and its adventure camp obviously its fun!haiz..if she dun go then i'll kinda like be alone..hope i can know more teachers and the stay would be enjoyable la..haiz...=)anywya tonight gonna meet sokkin at clarke quay for dinner..feel so bad la..keep pushing back cos i busy then she keep re-scheduling and everything...haha...so sorryman..lol!ut today finally meeting her le..haha still finding it weird tt she wanna meet up with me when we not even close in sec sch..ha!well we'll see la..lol!happy tt she asked but weird also..lol!=)today taught sec. 1A..omg!!im like teaching..and unprepared teaching!taught them on frutis and vegetables...quite ok la..at leats they got respond..but at the end they all quite sleepy le..cos even if got ppt its all in the tb de..so quite boring la..i also dun wanna talk so much cos already in the tb ma...so faster finish lor..but overall ok la..then went to sec. 3 NT class..oh man.. itsthe second time i go in and they are still the same...i went through corrections with them..didnt really talk..but some of them got copy la..well at least they copy la..then mdm zheng came in and theybecame super quiet!!oh man!gotta learn from her how she did it man!haha!cool!!and she just carry on with lessons lor..lol!the teachers here are great!anyway...i just uploaded pics on friendster...so take a peek if u have the time..lol!!i enjoyed myself so much and i really love it!haha!wanna gooo again!!!!LOL=D*muacks to all of u**loves*
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12:42 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Hey ppl!! love my blogskin??haha i wish i were tt clever but of course i wasnt the one who made it...its some kind soul who made it for me...so nice of him right?=Dohhh and i just received the sms..tmr my make up's coming!=)ha!so happy..must remember to go draw money..heez=)just now went to west coast park with yani n zuzi..had great fun!took lots of pics!haha!!we went to the seaside first then we sat there and watched the sunset and talked..then we went to the playground and took lots of pics..we even climbed the pyramid..it was great fun!hah!then we went to mac to wash up..and ate at mac..i drank the whole cup of water again!which i dun usually do haha!maybe play too muc thristy le..haha!but really had fun!=Dben chan said he wanted to call me but i was with my fren..then when i msg him can call le then he never call le haha!maybe he sleep le..or maybe he dun wanna talk le..=(..hah jk la..he not so petty ba..lolanyway i shld be going to sec.3 level camp!!haha!but must ask dr vijaya first..but most probably shld be can go la..haha..but just admin matters...hope ill enjoy myself!haha!=))this sch's fun!!for nth i missed 3 days of lessons..then plus next week another 3 days for CNY..so cool!ha!btw i love my new hairstyle!lol..can consider going back to the same salon ba..lol=)butttt...hope she will keep promoting the treatment again..lucky i didnt do the treatment..cos it looks just right even without the treatment if not ill waste super alot of money again!its $179 for goodness sake..how can i even think of it!LOLme n pris were like discussing about booking a chalet during march after our attachment!then we can all go enjoy before the 3rd and final yr begins!!haha!hope we can get a chalet and hope ppl can make it!haha!wanna ask belle too..cos she also wanna go de...heez=))it'll be fun..it has been a long time since i bbq!=)yeah!=Danyway i gtg le..sooo tired today if i dun sleep tmr also the same then i die..haha!*loves*p/s:i dun care if u love it of not..BUT i love my blogskin!hahahahaha!!
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10:57 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
so im writing an entry today..talking about yesterday=)
yest was incredible!!it was great!!ha!thanks to all the 3 wonderful leaders..alexis, jon jun and mervyn!they put in so much of their time into planing the 4 meetings and everything falls into place..yest was fun..we played the 'peter's walk' game...we went through all tt peter had gone through with jesus..from when jesus fed the 5000..to the jesus told peter to walk on water...and jesus renaming peter callin him 'the rock' and then when jesus washes his discipes feets..and when jesus was crucified and peter denied him 3 times...the experience was great!
we were blindfolded and led around the church from classrooms to classrooms..and finally upstairs...the 3 leaders acted part of the show 'heroes'..alexis=cheerleader...jon jun=some man who can fly and mervyn=the jap guy..heez...so funny!!and mervyn was 'shuai' can!!LOL...
really had a fun time la...well..in the end Q refers to us all...Q is made up of us...so we are given this 1 mth to make a choice..whether to commit or not...hmmm...but the timing abit of a problem..from mon-fri..diff ppl got diff programme..but on sat nights everyone is free except tt i have to go to my grandma house...haiz..so now im the prob...i dunno wht to do lei........if i stay on wont i be pulling the group down cos the only time when they are free i cant...how??hmm..i need an ans...
well thats kinda all about yest...charlene called also..and then i talked to her for quite awhile then i was super super tired!!so i had to go sleep and this morning had to wake up early...
and she came to church today!!!!ha!so happy!and everyone missed her..lol!hope she felt welcome and hope God did speak to her..and i hope she is on the road to recover=)..i just knows God works in an amazing way!=D
went for cell in the morning..visited the monkey tree in jurong...and the elephant..and the guan yin..then we went to a taoist temple and a buddhist temple...went to take a look inside at the same time understand their culture a little better...the ppl dunno we are christians and we didnt tell them..in order to avoid misunderstanding u see...hmmm...quite a fruitful experience la..i never thought we could stepped into the temple..i thought it was not allowed...learned quite abit la...thanks cell leaders=)
had a great time at worship today...and lunch of course...we were laughing and laughing and like we were the noisiest table again..lol!its just so fun being with u guys...it made my day even more.!then had fellowship comm meeting...settled some stuff...then some of them had to go to the D&D meeting...so fun!then me n minhui went to jp to get sth..then went to grandma house..and guess wht!it was raining and we lost our way!!lol..we walked 1 big round..the block was so messy..and we had difficulty finding the place at last after walking for about 20mins-half hour we found the place!haha!was so tired...=)
-->zhiqiang and team: the music and singing were great!the coordination and joining of songs were great too!!keep it up guys!=)
hmmm..haiz..gave away my GB uniform le...or rather dunno where i put le..haha!i didnt expect to go back to serve in GB again=(now i got no uniform for enrolment=( so sad.........
haiz nvm la..im sure there's a way....maybe ill get a new one??dunno also..sad....
alright gtg now..haven write my reflections for my log book...and the test ppr tt is supposed to be due this week!!!arghh!!procrastination is bad!!
*loveS*
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8:28 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer.No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said 'Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down... But never found the time'
do you have time for God?or are u so caught up with the business in ur life that u forgotten about him or only brought him out on sundays?are u guilty of negligence?stop n think people of God!! through ur life if God didnt give u wht u have, now, where would u be?and wht do u have left?if he wasnt there all this while what wouldu do during times of trouble?stop n think!He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. Phil 4:13
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3:50 PM
went for GB early in the morning today..taught 8 girls some drill steps..then had to go le..time passed so fast when in pri sch GB cos they only meet for 2 hours..lol..next week again...after GB aunt beng lay send me back to church for the kids church training...the speaker is funny..his name is called rob i think..he's an australian..ha!he perform alot of tricks and taught us how to perform the tricks so we can perform it to the kids..lol...so cool!then besides tt just ppt slide and examples and stuff lor..he basically just thought us how to handle kids...around tt area la...=)
aunt beng lay send me home after tt but i went to cut hair...went to vincent-daniel....cos the hairstylist know my mother so i know its trustworthy la...the rest not too sure..but then there got sooooo many ppl...ppl can wait till they open chairs for 2 ppl to sit outside can??btw inside already got 4 person waiting...and got about 6 hairstylist chair and all filled...then most of them is dye hair, perm hair, rebond hair obviously take very long..so i went to yoke loon...waaa the layout super nice like professional..then gt 2 story de...the second story much much nicer..noone de..except some guys..then this lady keepppp asking me if i want treatment then explain alot alot alot..then in the end i told her cut first then she say ok..cut the length first..then later she ask again..then i say nvm la...just cut alreadynext time then see how lor..haha!then cut finish already..everything all 2 times shorter than usual..k la maybe not so exagerating butt the hair is soulder length..fringe is around my eyeball there..slanted fringe la....lol..in the salon is super nice la..but i come home bathe le dunno nice not..haven see yet lol!i alwyas scared after bath de..cos everythign will go back to normal..lol
tonight going for Q gonna be very fun i guess but meeting ju to go jp to buy b'day card first...heez!=)
just finished my lunch so late right?LOL...cos i waited so long to cut my hair??lol...aiya at leasti bathe le..then if wanna sleep can just go sleep hah!
k la..nth to write le..byeeeee
*loveS*
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3:41 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
today was super fun!went back to tp to be a student again..haha!nth much to contribute...cos like nto i didnt learn aything but whtever i learnt not applicable to the qn so didnt say much...maybe the next discussion ba..haha!
after tt went to tm...went to coffee bean to chat..then took lots and lots of pics!LOL..madness...and we had a date on 15 feb to celebrate v day!haha!strictly for SINGLES only!!LOL...but not sure where we going yet!heez...its gonna be romantic!and flashes will be all around again!yeaaa!!
im going pic crazy nowadays...if only i had my own cam....how i wish i had...haiz...well anyway...cant wait!!!haha!
miss u guys lotsss!!and amanda!!u look nice in skirt lorrr!!why u dun wear skirt???look so girl...niceeee!lol!
yaniii...this wed..to the beach!!kk?lol..we can go to the nearest one no prob..anyway we stay and work so near each other only..lol!=)
tmr going for GB then not singing le..going for sunday sch training instead..heez..then got Q...cant meet up with steph again=(i think she very sad lor....got so many things wanna update her about..then also must memorize memory verse..so long never memorize le=(...haiz..feel so bad=(
my mother just went for an eye operation today cos of retina dettachment....now ok le..but cannot carry heavy thing soooo ill help her wash the cloths either tonight or tmr..hee=))
alright gtg bathe!!hope jh can talk tonight..so long neevr talk to him le...haha!he good la..hand up all projects le relax le..now exams coming up..final sem!jia you ba!=D
*loves*
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9:59 PM
yesterday super relax..only got 1 practical lesson and 1 sec 3 class..2 periods..then the day end le..went to the hall and saw the release of O levels results..they were like cheering for those 10 pts and below..this badge did really well!!my cousin and bro also collected their results yesterday=) my bro, L1R4=15...but he still not happy lor cos his frens did better than him ba..well but at least he had an A2 for his science i only managed to get highest a B3...lol!my cousin very sad cos of her results although she still can make it till poly...well at least u know u tried ur best..i dunno how to console ppl de so if i said sth wrong dun angry lei..just cheer up=)O level's not the end=)found out tt most of my teachers left le...so sad..i haven got a chance to even talk to them when i collected my results lor...they all think i could do better but i did a little lower than they expected so i dun dare to talk to them..dun wanna see their disappointment...ha!then wanted to go back during CNY but some already not there le..esp..miss lim(principal), mrs chan, mr yao...etc...haiz...miss lim was my motivation to work hard to get into fairfield then she left for MOE then next is mrs chan...then she left to another sch..haiz..now i go back there for wht...but nvm la!i still love fairfield..hope i really can get in there lor..haha!had only 1 practical class yest..so messy!lol..but quite fun la..everytime i go for 1 lesson everytime got food to eat lol!cos always got extra then teacher use for demonstration so got extra la..so i eat lor..llol!!greedy pig!^^but yest was quite relax...heeat night went for dinenr at ghim moh...so nice!ate crab, sambal kang kong, sweet sour pork, egg omelette and deer meat...yummy!haha!ohhhh and i remembered sth...yesterday i took out my O level slip also then i take a look and see how come my bro's slip got write the L1R4+cca=15 but mine dun have...then i see properly...actually have lor...and i got 14...lol..i go round telling ppl i got 18..obviously when they ask then i say la...then i was like 2 yrs later then i realised tt i got 14!!its like super lag laaa!!!LOL!!stupid me!!so dumb man!lol!today going for on campus discussion...suppose to go out after tt de but in the end yani and lk cant make it...i very sad lor=(( but nvm la...haha work more imp ba..no choice^^ then amanda ask me go shopping with her...lol..i try la im not for the idea of shopping today actually but ill just go see see look look lor...later then see la...haha..meeting yani and zuzi later at redhill..haha gotta leave soon=)and today i bought $78 worth of make up!!it includes 1 lip stick for my mum..i bought a blusher, lip gloss and foundation..haha!!its quite good...the woman say not sold elsewhere de.ha!ill see ba..but i believe her la..she's patient and she help me find the colour tt suit me de..she seems genuine and nice..so i kinda trust her..we'll see la..and of course if u were thinking..i didnt go out of the school to buy...they came to the school's staff lounge lol!so it will be coming in next week..just nice for CNY heez...shhhhh its a secret my mum will kill me but i think she'll like the lip stick haha!=)alright gtg now...cya!*loveS*
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12:32 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
today another relaxed day....miss seerin on MC again...she went to pull out her wisdom tooth i think...i think it's like super painful! anyway went for 2 classes' practical lessons....the students so happy lor!lol..they made pizza bread and orange juice..mostly observed mdm Zheng's lessons...she's super organize...she knows wht to tell the students..and she finished both classes' practicals on time...its like so good..and the whole place like super clean and neat and tidy...must learn from her..lol=)practicals are funnn!!!i think when i become a teacher ill love practicals the most!!haha remind me of my sec sch days again=( i always parnter tt justin yip during sec 1 n 2...ok la he not a bad partner la..but most of the time i wash he cook=.= lol..but kinda miss the times with him too la...like although he kinda irritatingggg butttt he still brings laughter to my everyday lessons if there's pair work lor..heez...miss those days..ha!
*it's a teacher's joy to see her students happy*=)
after tt went to eat sushi with jh...waaaa...so full!!!he order so many things!!can die!!lol..then he order the smelly beans thing..then he eat abit he spit out lol!!so funny!!theni dun dare to eat haha..then the chawanmushi today not nice de..not hot de..warm only..ha!then wanted to shop de but he got work to do so go home lor..haha..but finally got to eat my sushi..satisfied le la..LOL..anyway..i saw so many nice shirts at bossini lor!!so nice can!!can wear for CNY and not very ex also lor...when i get my pay i wanna buy!!haha..super nice lei!!but of course i hope i can fit into them la=(..so depressing..haiz....nvm!!happy happy happy!!destress!!=.=
im like so tired la!!last night talked till late at night...this morning never fall asleep in the staff room very good le lor..lol..but i slept in the bus so not so bad le la..haha!!
anyway i hope my dear charlene is alright lor..sth happened and im like afraid sth happento her haiz...i msg her she never reply me..all i can do is pray for her ba..
--> charlene:
dun worry girl!i know u have ur reasons for not replying me..if u need me ill be there for u kk?just call me up alright?no matter how late it is just call me if u need someone..it's ok de=)*love ya*
well hope she gets to see this cos i haven had the chance to tellher about my blog yet..lol
my mother nagging again...well not exactly nagging..but she always talk like as if i treat my bro and sis very bad!!i just hate being the eldest la!!its so hard to be the eldest in this family lor!!i have to give in to everything!!!it's so unfair!!when i show love to my sis they dun even care...when i bad to them then they start making so much noise...fine la...born me out before them for wht...born me out later then dun need all this trouble already wht.........i just hate it!!they dun even care about me anymore..im like totally left on my own...so pathetic...just cos im old already doesnt mean i dun need anymore love wht...so unfair!wht for i worry so much for this family..i think im just doing sth which they wont be grateful about anyway so wht for bother so much.....im so irritated!!
i have been so easily irritated lately...and nth has ever been able to surpress this irritation!haiz..im like dying under my own hands can??im like...i dunno la!!arghhhh!!!
stupid stupid stupid!!=(
*loveS*
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8:02 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i know we aren't meant to be and i know this will result since a long time ago...but i dun wish to see wht im seeing or assuming now..whether there is love or not..it still hurts a little cos its within a short time tt someone new came into ur life...am i being naive?was i cheated?or all this while u r just waiting for me to make the decision to make me feel like a bad person and make me feel guilty while u can carrying living ur life as if nth happened and as if its my fault tt let u down?if this is wht has been happening all this while..im sad..disappointed...i feel like im a fool...being led by emotions...and i hate tt kinda feelings....i feel stupid..like its a one-sided thing all this while..oh well..it has ended and i shan't think about it anymore..i hate to admit it but i guess my deduction is 90% right ba...*trying hard to surpress the hatred tt is rising up in me**loves*
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9:09 PM
Oh man!today is scary k! my teacher is on MC then she have a class today so she asked if i could take over her to teach her class..its actually just to do group work on 'methods of cooking' and present...it was terrible man..k la not tt bad to the extend everything dun listen to me la..they did do their work..but some were playing with phones..then some arguing talking so loudly..at first is like k la i talk nicely and stuff..then after tt when finish already 1 group by 1 group went up to present...then noone listening..then the rest of the groups also doing their own things dun even wanna listen..then they present finish free period la..also nth to do le..haiz...then they got 1 free period lor...then its like so sianz lor..how to be teacher like tt..crazy sia...k la maybe i only attachment dun have much authority also...then just leave it lor..haiz..pls God help me to get a good good school kk?lol!aiya..anyway its over le..overall not tt bad...at least got finish wht was expected today lor...heez~vocalist this sunday!!yea!haha i love singing during combined...love singing!although i know i dun have a very nice voice but i just love to sing la..LOL!!esp the hymns...cos dun need so complicated just sing accordingly can le..haha!yeaa!!=Ddunno why ar..today so tired again lei..like feel like sleeping le..dun feel like going home later..so sianz..haha..hmm feel like eating sushi!!!but lot 1 de close down le..must go cine..but so tired..shld i go not..but also noone to accompany me how to go?eat alone meh...LOL!!haiz..nvm la..go home and slack anyway sis coming home late so can slack alone..lol..3 more days to discussion!!yea!can see those ppl i missed le!!hhaa!!k i feel energized now..lol!hope yani's eyes has recovered...if not ill be like so sad...cos cant see her=(..lol..get well soon girl!=)yesterday 9pm show last episode..so dumb man the ending!!!dun even know if tt guy tt kill kaijie is hired de or just a normal robber...super lame!then in the end he like tt die..abit stupid lor!he do so many things then die like tt..like for no rhyme or reason just suddenly die??then tt jin long go kill himself..so weird lor this show..and tt bak kut girl quite poor thing la..for nth get killed lol!but she clever hide the slip of ppr in her clothes..haha!!yes!i love felicia chin's character in the show..she super cool..so daring so rich so loyal..haha..and her clothes all nicenice de..lol..ok why am i talking about this?already over!=Pk i ran out of things to write...today is another boring and not so good day haha!i feel tt maybe im too dependent tt's why...haha..well gtg*loves*p/s: today entry quite boring..dun bother reading haha!
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12:47 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.Romans 12:2
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5:41 PM
woahhh..i love mondays!!lol..on mondays i only have 1 class..3 lessons and its sec.1..so nice!=) like super relax!hahahaha!!no more monday bluuueess=Dthis few days im addicted to this 3 songs ' you do all things well' , ' hosanna' and ' with all i am'. its like i listen to it again and again..dunno why also just love it alot alott!!heez^^today nth much to write also la..nth much happened also...ohhhh...i bought a skipping rope!!and guess wht's it for??lol obviously to exercise la..haha and i did skip for 15mins....but i doubt its gonna make much diff yet ba..lol...yea man i need time..you can do it!!haha!practiced my tamborine just now....and i forgot my steps??so i anyhow mix and match and i drew the steps but i dunno how to read my drawing..oh man!!im in for trouble..lol..tt's why trying to ask pris if can help me with it this sat=P hope she's free..hah!hope im able to learn quickly so i dun take up much of her time haha!=)hmm wht else....yes!!!this fri im meeting all my CST peeps!!yea!!!i missed all of them lots!!!then after tt we going for dinner!either vivo or essential brew i guess..dun feel like going so crowded places...so hot n stuffy on weekends some more after work so tiring le...haha!amanda!!!!go vivo or essential brew kk??pls pls pls..pretty pls^^but if im occupied on sat and fri night then when am i gonna meet steph?hmm...ill try to ask her out on thurs?hope she can make it la...if not we wont meet again...i got so much to update her!=)i think i better write down in case i forget heez^^anyway gtg now..*loves*
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5:22 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
today is such a wonderful and fun day!!haha!!everyday is anyway lol!!i slept super early last night cos i was super tired lol!ha!surprising yea..didnt talk lei..lol..trying to not make it a habit man haha!anyway was still late for service today and had to sit in front so paiseh..lol..but well at least i did pay attention to the sermon and took a great step forward=)i send a msg to him to say tt i wanna break..and why??its cos our r.s isnt growing at all..its stagnant..i dunno how to continue..seriously..and most importantly God is not the centre so i just thought tt we shld break and give each other some time..well he didnt reply..but i did told him tt i wanna break so it's considered right?i dunno how to ask him to reply but ill just leave him alone for now ba..he must be like hating me now la..but i know i made the right choice..heartpain but haiz..well to gain sth i have to give up sth and i believe my gain is worth more than anything else=)all i can say is sorry for the hurt, i know im selfish but we have to move on......anyway went for cell..the cell was kinda noisy although we did do our work but im like guilty myself cos me n ju playing with our hair while listening to them..and mervyn was quite discouraged and i felt real bad about it man..haiz...sorry merv.=(after tt went for lunch...we laughed like crazy talked alot and stuff till me n hui wen were late for the v day meeting lol..but well we did come out with some stuff and will be writing another proposal later=) after tt we talked and laughed again as usual..lol..then ju put make up for me!!!!LOL i feel tt its quite nice lor..but im not used to the look la..and my eyes too small le!LOL...thanks anyway ju ill put the photos on friendster!haha!!=)then i had to go home le..went home with pei ern, jh and josel....they went to IMM i went home..in the bus we talked quite alot..haha..quite fun also..lol=)alright today's sunday and tmr's the start of a new week!!LOLweek 4...6 more weeks to go for attachment..gonna miss my teachers butttt ill rather not start working permanently so early...study first better lol!!yeaa!!i can see the cst peeps this fri!!cant wait!ha!well anyway thank God for the sermon today it gave me lots of things in return for my attention given..i love u God!*muackz**loves*
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4:49 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
yoz ppl!!today was a great day man!!haha!!went to Q meeting...we went to some kinda place where old ppl of the block hang out..dunno wht its called but yea where those old folks hang out..sing karaoke...have some kinda lessons and stuff lor..like gathering de la..today is their open house so we went there to help hah!so fun!!had games, comp, food, performance..haha..its like a self-organise mini fun fair..haha!!so fun man!!hmm..only mervyn, jonjnr, alexis, ju, me, isaac, clifford and nat went...but we had great fun la!!haha!took lotsa pics not of us but of the whole event la..haha..actually they wanted to go IMM for debrief but me n ju had to leave so we left..hah!=Danyway..rejected belle about the slimming thing le..i just dun think its a suitable kinda thing for me la..haha im tt kinda person no discipline to exercise or control my diet so in the end also go back to sq 1 so its like waste $99 lol..nvm la..ill try to find a way to lose extras??haha well my cousin has agreed to help me..=P jia you xiufeng!you can do it!LOL=.=this morning started off bad but it got better during the day haha!this mornign i was sleeping and cos i talkingon the phone last night i left the phone near my bed...then when the phone rang thismorning about 6 plus obviously i had to pick up cos i had the phone..then its my grandmother asking if we were going over for dinner tongiht...then say already i put down..about an hour later which is like 7 plus..my sis called ask me do this do tt..wht close window its raining..open the washing machine and hang the clothes..then i was like so irritated la!then put down already..next my uncle called...about 8...then put down already i wanted to go back to sleep...my father's leg cramped verybadly and my mother was not home so i had to go look obviously...then he said dun need to help but he's like in super bad pain!!and his leg cramped for about 10mins kk???can u imagine....we leg cramp a little bit only like scream like crazy and ours only last like wht..1 min??his is like close to 10 mins???and he old already lor!!its like wth?? then i prayed but God DIDNT ans my prayer..i admit i was kinda pissed at first but then..i cooled down after jh talked to me ba..haiz..u know whenu r angry u can be quite mean..im really sorry Lord for everything..pls forgive me!=(..sorry....alright..now waiting for my parents to come home so we can go to my grandma's house....still have to write my reflective journal!!its the endof the week!!=D*loves*
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6:35 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
yea!!thank God its friday!!LOL so sleepy throughout the week lor..haha..then so tired tt i fell asleep while doing the ppt just now lol..then suddenly i wake up..so paiseh..lol!!then while waiting for my teacher i fell asleep on the table..lol..i think so far im the only teacher tt fell asleep in the staff room while other teachers got so many things to do man!LOL...haha but the teachers are nice la..they never say like wht i very lazy and stuff lol..they just do their own stuff..they are just super nice!!haha!anyway went to visit debra with the dance ppl today then watched the second last episode of the 9pm show..super fun lor..like all gather and watch tv lol!!then like we make comments and stuff then talk about our lives..blablabla..lol..so fun!!it feels so great to have relaxing gatherings like this..i just realized tt 3/4 of my time spent with church frens..be it, dance, Q, meeting up with angeline, jh, steph or even cell..its like the time spent is so great haha!!love it!and i thank God for the chance!=))haha!belle asked me about some slimming thing..3 sessions=$99..good deal right???she say her frens went before and it worked...omg..like its so tempting lor!but i asking around to see if i shld go cos its like im in a dilemma..its a good deal but sure got the cons de ma..lol..but i dunno lei..lol...everyone diff opinion lol..dun feel like writing le..so tired!!tmr going for Q meeting..lol!so fun!haha!anything else ill fill in tmr if im not so tired.lol*loves*
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11:01 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
its the end of the day..im kinda tired but not so tired..haha..going to visit debra tmr=)meeting the dance ppl for lunch..stayed till 4 plus in school today trying to finish up setting the test pprs..haha learnt sth new again!yea!..miss seerin is super good..she saw me stay back so late..she tell me dun stay back so late and ask me go home early..lol..how nice..love her again!LOLmiss my CST peeps!er...here i go again..haha!i have decided to type an e-mail..i have decided the recipient just tt i dunno the content..so dumb.well ill think about it and i hope God will help me solve things now...wanted to go to the beach today but noone to accompany me..love the quiet breeze=Panyway nth much to write today...feeling neutral..ha!if u get wht i mean..k la..gtg lle..nitez=P*loves*
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10:53 PM
this morning was a super bad rush..im like perspiring till now man!!haiz..now just finish morning assembly...i slept at about 3 last night...then woke up at 6.20...then as usual i have trouble deciding on wht to wear(not tt i had alot of clothes to begin with but just the combination part)..and then packing my stuff..and in the end left house at like 6.35...take bus confirm late..so i took a cab and at the same time my sis was late too so send her to school..then the stupid taxi driver go take the super long way!he went to take the 196 way...if go by the 106 way it would be like much faster lor!!wa lao..then at first wanna ask him send me to queenstown also but i think ar..forget it lor..later he go 1 big round again then waste money la!!in the end must pay like $7..so waste money man!!then after tt took bus 33 from fairfield there..thennnnn...i thought it would stop after dawson place..in the end went all the way to red hil mrt...wth..then had to take a bus back..and it was like already 7.15..bell rings at 7.2o..and its quite a few mins walk in...so i had to rush..i walk at like say...about 1km/min kind..lol..then when i reached just nice bell ring..but i had to put down my bag so ran upstairs put my bag then went down for assembly..then i was perspiring like crazy like water fountain like tt!!haiz..luckily i got wet tissue..green tea flavour..ha!!anyway another thing is so irritating..my house ppt is 2007 then sch ppt is dunno when one..now i do the ppt le cannot even open!!haz...then have to do all over again!!this is super irritating can!!i think i decided to just go home copy somewhere then come sch paste..if tt could be done tt is......irritating!!!!anyway finally its the end..but i hope its not the start of another nightmare...love is all but just a word..nth actually comes our from it la...so whtever it is..just forget it.haiz.depressing actually..but im already frozen for the moment..so well we'll just wait...still got another prob haven settle..settle le then say ba..haiz..r.s are nth but trouble...huge and irritating trouble..tt's not the way it is suppose to be in God's eyes i guess...in God's eyes love is the greatest of all...but for me..not time yet ba i suppose...cos love isnt the greatest at this point of time..well maybe family and frens love but not r.s love??who knows..lol!!anyway im ever-changing la..so noone will ever get to know the real me..scary right...so frens better careful..haha!!anyway i gtg le...update again tonight ba if i got the time..=D*loves*p/s: burnt my hand at pizza hut yest now there's a mark on my hand...pizza hut trademark i guess!LOL..lame=.=
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7:43 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
today quite relax..only got 2 classes=6 periods of lessons..haha!went to observe sec.1 classes today..not too bad..miss zheng bought sweets so they were like super hyper..answering the qns and stuff lol!but of course still got some still talk among themselves..sleeping and stuff la...haha!but well at least 3/4 of the class were listening..lol i should try tt method too when i teaching in week 5 or 6...lol...teaching quite fun lor..haha!see diff kind of pupils..so cute!=) missing my sec sch days now..haiz...shld have treasured it even more haha!oh man!u see wht attachment has done to me..there i go again LOLwas like pre pms-ing again...irritated like the whole afternoon...dunno wht's the problem with me man...ha!luckily i kept quiet till i cooled down if not another war's gonna start...went to eat pizza hut...ate the curry baked rice..not nice one..to me la..haha...and honey roasted wings and sweet and spicy drumlets!=)
see la wanted to go jog but i so tired and just ate then like slack again...if this goes on ill never gonna lose the extras then im gonna die of heart attack or sth when all the extras clogs my arteries and ill die a horrible death oh man!i better go choose my coffin soon....a white one will do..lol!!with princess stickers too..and of course a tiara on top of the coffin would be not a bad idea and a ribbon tied around so it would look like a gift to God..how cool!LOL...stupid=.=
got work to do today=)finally i got work to do!the teacher is super nice really!u gotta believe me im not trying to make u ppl jealous but.;.she's super nice...im just loving her and the other teachers more n more each day lol!*muackz* to all of them!
of course still missing my CST peeps..i know i've already said this a million times but i wont stop tilli see them!!haha!*muackz* to all of u too!!=D
alright gtg do my stuff now...heez..CST peeps jia you orh!!!=D
*loves*
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7:25 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
im pms-ing or rather going to pms...ill get pissed easily..yes temper can be controlled butttt stilllll....i have to admit i've been rather short-tempered recently...maybe due to the excess weight tt im gaining back and due to the coming of the pms...so just bear with it..whoever tt is around me for this period of time..especially those tt are my closer frens..haiz.even my words are less colourful now...*loves*
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7:14 PM
seriously u dun need to tell me whether u all like or not and i also dun have to tell u all whether i like or not..its my business so just stay out of it!
the more u dun like the more ill do it...who cares anyway..i dun!
talking behind ppl's back and hiding it from me isnt gonna work..too late!
time and again..things repeats itself...how evil!
i repeat. stay out of my business from now on..i dun need u to care!
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6:52 PM
LOL!!i fell asleep in the staff room while waiting for my teacher to brief me sth...lol..and then she had to say sorry for waking me up..this is like so bad la!i suppose to say sorry can..LOL..i just love her!haha!and the other F&N teachers..lol!they are like so friendly and always smiling and joking haha!i found out tt got another teacher also CST batch de..so cool la!LOL..im really super lucky and really thank God i went to this school haha! im gonna teach 1 lesson in 2 weeks time..;haha!hope its not tt bad...i think it'll be ok la...they are super nice ha!=Dtoday abit sianz lor..wanna go jog de but then raining..waa the pigs can fly right??i go jogging??i gotta be kidding!!LOL haha but yea..there's always a starting point and i hope i dun end on the same day..lol!but cant go jogging so do cycling at home lor..haha!bathed my guinea pig today!so cute!now she's clean ha!but i think tonight she dirty again one la..haha!poor amanda!she's like super stress with her work..haiz..jia you kk?ill be here if u need my help girl!=Dhope can meet up with u girls soon...next week next week..haha on campus discussion..after tt we will go eat dinner and chat till next morning!haha!no la..kidding..lol!but really hope we can go dinner on tt day..haha love to hear u girls tell ur stories heez=Pdance..i haven practice my dance and i kinda forgotten and tamborines at home is noisy..how..haiz..anyway...im super fat and i hate it!haiz..someone help..im like dying..so depressing!=( shld have listen to my mum from the beginning..haizand a shocking news!my phone bill is like $82.50!!!!break my record can!!!omg~!this is crazy!close to a hundred bucks on phone bill!!waste my money man!!haiz...depressing...hope 28th quickly come lol!there goes my plan about saving..when i save on food the bill comes...so idiot!k la..gtg..cya ppl!*loves*
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4:43 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
yoz ppl!
yesterday was my grandma's b'day!played nerds with my cousins..quite fun la..lol!!ate buffet..the food not bad la..indonesian style..heez!
went for Valentine'sday meeting also...super fast...ju is sper efficient can..so fast allt he programme out le..lol!
so tired today!!keep falling asleep during assembly..lol so bad right!haha!!anyway 1 thing different about this sch and my ex sec sch is tt last time my school got morning devotion and every tuesday got chapel..so nice!LOL miss those times..when im officially a teacher i wanna go back FAIRFIELD!!lol!*once a fairsian always a fairsian!LOL
haiz..anyway im quite troubled recently cos of sth...i dunno how to put it but just troubled..im kinda lost in my thoughts and feelings..its like a dimly lit road...i cant really see wht's in front of me..haiz...well i guess i just have to pray...hope someone would come talk to me..lol..but i also might not be able to share also..haiz..so sianz..i dun even know wht i want and wht decision to make...im sad~celebrated ju's birthday yesterday at mervyn's house...so fun!hah!and we wanted to smash her face into the cake but got her hair burnt instead lol..a little la..lol..sorry ju!LOL!so fun!
anyway dun think got anything else to write le la..its just another boring day lor..haiz..nitez!~
*loves*
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10:50 PM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
i have decided le...i should just stay away from you...u r changing and i dun wanna affect tt change although it hurts but i dun wanna be a stumbling block..shldnt have committed to some things in the first place..avoidance is impossible but ill make it minimal.
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12:01 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
today quite a busy day...in the morning... went for GB at the shuqun pri...for about 2 hours only la..haha...the girls are like so cute!LOL so small size then cute cute de..lol..the games were alright...i guess they did enjoy themselves ba..haha!
in the noon met jh for lunch...went to opp church...i drank the whole bowl of soup!!until i so full!!LOL!!then he go cut hair..cut until so funny like 'pai kia' like tt..haha!then went back to church then they already there..so joyce thought me the steps fpr the Flag dance...so fun!!but if never wear glove will have blister..haha..the flag so nice and the steps got meaning de..first time i dance this kinda dance lei..i think im gonna love it!haha!but feels so awkward...i feel like a stranger..haiz..but i guess things will turn out betteR?i hope?haiz..
then went home with ju..on the way we discussed about valentine's day celebration in church..so difficult to plan..the theme is not about BGR but rather our love for christ...how to think of related games?LOL still wrecking our brains to think haha!then we talked about her n brian...her story is like so sweet...and its like a testimony..really...i feel happy for her..i think they are gonna last long and forever cos tt's God's gift for her...and the fact tt she is not crazy over him speaks it all isnt it...when a girl is crazy over a guy, she's blinded but when a guy is crazy over a girl...tt's true love...HAHAHA!! my own reasoning..so stupid..lol..but i know they will last..haha...wish u a happy and blessed r.s=))
im not driven so much by emotions now i guess..im like calmed down...i hope ill be able to talk to him soon..im like having second thoughts about meeting him and talking cos i might just get tongue-tied..thinking of e-mailing him..but everytime i see or hear him happy...i feel like im so bad!haiz..but wht's gotta be done have tobe done!no matter wht!right?isnt it suppose to be tt way? its not a Godly r.s anyway..we dun talk about God we dun discuss about anything about God...we r like only in our own world..tt's kinda badd too isnt it..so i should put an end to it whether he likes it or not right?haiz..im like in a dilema now lei..e-mail or face to face...haiz..
tmr's my grandma's birthday...going to her new house heez...her new house is nice man!LOL anyway im gonna see all my aunties and uncles and cousins again..and im like still so fat!shit la!haiz...then they will say again...damn!i just hate it..but oh well..gotten use to it already..well at least im trying...i dun see the '68' anymore..it just stops at 67 no matter how full i am after each meal...lol..last time it was like close to '71'..isnt this a tremendous improvement?well to me it is la...i cant exercise la..after awhile ill stop..isnt it worse?LOL>>wel ill still continue trying haha!
anyway still got lots of things never do...cya ppl!
*loveS*
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10:15 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
hey ppl!!!it's a brand new yr and its a brand new blog..to start off my new year..haha!to start i wanna thank God for all the help and love and care he has given and show me...ultimately he is still the best!=Dnext, im on attachment now and i thank you for a nice teacher cos im kinda enjoying my attachment..the teachers are friendly and the students quite challenging for me la..heez! miss all my cst peeps lots!hope they are enjoying themselves too..well at least i know claire and eliz are having the time of their lives..LOL!!hmmm...well next will be tt i miss my sec sch frens...and i wanna catch up with them soon...they are too good frens to lose already..so i must catch up with them so i wont lose contact with them..haha...essential brew it will be belle..LOL!!im facing a little prob with jh but its kinda an underground prob so well...i dunno wht to say but i pray things will turn out right ba..haiz..currently im in a r.s and today's our first mth!!haha!so long since i've been in a r.s...not really use to it..but well we'll see....hmm but there are like some stuf im thinking about so far and i dunno how to put it...thank God there's steph and angeline to guide me..=)well..hope i can come up with a decision soon ba....i wan a real and open r.s..and one tt im happy to be in...not one tt i have to worry if it's God's will or not...heez...when i meet up with belle and jon dunno if i shld tell them..really wanna talk to them about it but they will like just laugh and scold me..cos its like kinda obvious why la..they will know themselves..lol!haiz...hope things will just work out ba..=Pwell tt's about my r.s and frenship and wht's going on currently in my sch term...next up...commitments in church...didnt expect to commit so much...im like always so scared of commitments and stuff but now im actually committing myself to 'dance ministry', ' GB junior ministry', and in fellowship comm for just the valentine's day and then ' kids church ministry' and serving as vocalist in service. waa..tt's alot lei..but im happy la...at least i've kinda found wht i want heez...i think...well im not sure but im just gonna trust ba..haha..but of course i wouldnt want to drift away from my family so my only prayer request is God will still keep me n my family close no matter wht=)tt's about all my commitments in church..oh ya and also bible study with steph=)now..its the new yr!although its a little late but still not too late to make new year's resolutions right? so here goes:actually not really specific but bottom line is i just wanna grow in the word of God...make sure i live up to my commitment and not just commit for fun and then later just leave....make sure i give my best in whtever i do whether in school or at home or outside lor..i wanna do things to glorify God la..so its like basically i just wanna be a better and more mature person by the end of 2008..and also be less hot tempered and patient=P so tt i will not scare ppl away lol!I WANT THIS YEAR TO BE A MEMORABLE AND FRUITFUL YEAR!!dunno if i have said everything but will update when i got more things to add... so stay tune..LOL!!*loves*
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8:22 PM
