Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i know we aren't meant to be and i know this will result since a long time ago...but i dun wish to see wht im seeing or assuming now..whether there is love or not..it still hurts a little cos its within a short time tt someone new came into ur life...am i being naive?was i cheated?or all this while u r just waiting for me to make the decision to make me feel like a bad person and make me feel guilty while u can carrying living ur life as if nth happened and as if its my fault tt let u down?if this is wht has been happening all this while..im sad..disappointed...i feel like im a fool...being led by emotions...and i hate tt kinda feelings....i feel stupid..like its a one-sided thing all this while..oh well..it has ended and i shan't think about it anymore..i hate to admit it but i guess my deduction is 90% right ba...*trying hard to surpress the hatred tt is rising up in me**loves*
Close to you
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