Saturday, January 12, 2008
today quite a busy day...in the morning... went for GB at the shuqun pri...for about 2 hours only la..haha...the girls are like so cute!LOL so small size then cute cute de..lol..the games were alright...i guess they did enjoy themselves ba..haha!
in the noon met jh for lunch...went to opp church...i drank the whole bowl of soup!!until i so full!!LOL!!then he go cut hair..cut until so funny like 'pai kia' like tt..haha!then went back to church then they already there..so joyce thought me the steps fpr the Flag dance...so fun!!but if never wear glove will have blister..haha..the flag so nice and the steps got meaning de..first time i dance this kinda dance lei..i think im gonna love it!haha!but feels so awkward...i feel like a stranger..haiz..but i guess things will turn out betteR?i hope?haiz..
then went home with ju..on the way we discussed about valentine's day celebration in church..so difficult to plan..the theme is not about BGR but rather our love for christ...how to think of related games?LOL still wrecking our brains to think haha!then we talked about her n brian...her story is like so sweet...and its like a testimony..really...i feel happy for her..i think they are gonna last long and forever cos tt's God's gift for her...and the fact tt she is not crazy over him speaks it all isnt it...when a girl is crazy over a guy, she's blinded but when a guy is crazy over a girl...tt's true love...HAHAHA!! my own reasoning..so stupid..lol..but i know they will last..haha...wish u a happy and blessed r.s=))
im not driven so much by emotions now i guess..im like calmed down...i hope ill be able to talk to him soon..im like having second thoughts about meeting him and talking cos i might just get tongue-tied..thinking of e-mailing him..but everytime i see or hear him happy...i feel like im so bad!haiz..but wht's gotta be done have tobe done!no matter wht!right?isnt it suppose to be tt way? its not a Godly r.s anyway..we dun talk about God we dun discuss about anything about God...we r like only in our own world..tt's kinda badd too isnt it..so i should put an end to it whether he likes it or not right?haiz..im like in a dilema now lei..e-mail or face to face...haiz..
tmr's my grandma's birthday...going to her new house heez...her new house is nice man!LOL anyway im gonna see all my aunties and uncles and cousins again..and im like still so fat!shit la!haiz...then they will say again...damn!i just hate it..but oh well..gotten use to it already..well at least im trying...i dun see the '68' anymore..it just stops at 67 no matter how full i am after each meal...lol..last time it was like close to '71'..isnt this a tremendous improvement?well to me it is la...i cant exercise la..after awhile ill stop..isnt it worse?LOL>>wel ill still continue trying haha!
anyway still got lots of things never do...cya ppl!
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