today is such a wonderful and fun day!!haha!!everyday is anyway lol!!i slept super early last night cos i was super tired lol!ha!surprising yea..didnt talk lei..lol..trying to not make it a habit man haha!anyway was still late for service today and had to sit in front so paiseh..lol..but well at least i did pay attention to the sermon and took a great step forward=)
i send a msg to him to say tt i wanna break..and why??its cos our r.s isnt growing at all..its stagnant..i dunno how to continue..seriously..and most importantly God is not the centre so i just thought tt we shld break and give each other some time..well he didnt reply..but i did told him tt i wanna break so it's considered right?i dunno how to ask him to reply but ill just leave him alone for now ba..he must be like hating me now la..but i know i made the right choice..heartpain but haiz..well to gain sth i have to give up sth and i believe my gain is worth more than anything else=)all i can say is sorry for the hurt, i know im selfish but we have to move on......
anyway went for cell..the cell was kinda noisy although we did do our work but im like guilty myself cos me n ju playing with our hair while listening to them..and mervyn was quite discouraged and i felt real bad about it man..haiz...sorry merv.=(
after tt went for lunch...we laughed like crazy talked alot and stuff till me n hui wen were late for the v day meeting lol..but well we did come out with some stuff and will be writing another proposal later=) after tt we talked and laughed again as usual..lol..then ju put make up for me!!!!LOL i feel tt its quite nice lor..but im not used to the look la..and my eyes too small le!LOL...thanks anyway ju ill put the photos on friendster!haha!!=)
then i had to go home le..went home with pei ern, jh and josel....they went to IMM i went home..in the bus we talked quite alot..haha..quite fun also..lol=)
alright today's sunday and tmr's the start of a new week!!LOLweek 4...6 more weeks to go for attachment..gonna miss my teachers butttt ill rather not start working permanently so early...study first better lol!!yeaa!!i can see the cst peeps this fri!!cant wait!
ha!well anyway thank God for the sermon today it gave me lots of things in return for my attention given..i love u God!*muackz*