Saturday, March 29, 2008
had gb enrolment in the morning...haha first time all combine..cool!min did a good job in commanding!haha!jia you tmr!^^then followed by rehearsal of the marching in of the colours and the worship..the worship was great^^hope tmr will go smoothly!^^and well done gb juniors!u all did well too...haha..
had bible study with steph after a long long time!heez..learnt alot from her today...felt so comforted and encouraged^^one thing i learnt...when u r in a r.s we must learn to rest in each other and serve one another^^
went for dance later in the noon...haha saw the ppl's chreographed steps..so cool!!its liek so nice and its amazing how God can speak through them and dance=)lol...and hor....i haven choreograph my steps=(i dunno how..i cant think..cant find=(ha!excuses!!no such thing as cannot la xiufeng!u must do it!i will do it by next week=P
after tt went out for dinner with darling...didnt know where to go...in the end went to raffles city to eat mos..then went to esplanade for awhile then went home..was so tired!haha...talk to joyce before leaving church and i learnt alot more things!haha..oh ya and during dance we went through 'heart of the artist' book....ha!it speaks so much!now im a happy girl again!^^its amazing how God can speak through his ppl and books!thanks God i have you!^^
my bro came back today!!!hahaha!!yeah!!^^
rights..tmr must wake up early!nitez!~
*loves*
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11:22 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
third day and last day working in church^^busy day!
cousin had to liquid the errors and fold 220 bulletin...anddd...me, pei ern, debbie and sab were rushing another amendment of 158 agm reports...ha!all in a noon's work...how great!GIRL POWER!!lol!!well done!!
dinner was delicious...worship prac was not bad...didnt end tt late...heez^^
saw sam and angel on the way home...sweet couple^^but sam still looks fierce to me..dun dare talk to him=P
anyway just some qns...
do guys have to be taller for a couple to look good?
do girls have to always be skinny to look good?
have been thinking but haven gotten the ans...i need some comfort=(
anyway tmr got gb enrolment rehearsal...wonder how the girls will do..a little worried...haven completed the drill steps tt they must know..oh well..they are just pri sch so take it easy^^just jia you!
dance too...haven choreograph the steps..i have no idea how..im always engaging in things tt i have no idea of...like being a vocalist when i dunno anything about chords and music..and joining dance when i dunno anything about choreography and steps...i've been thinking of steps..but somehow nth seems to come...ill see how things goes tmr...
some other problems bugging me which i shall not name...just pray tt God will help lighten my burden......................
*loveS*
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11:05 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
went to church to work today...actually not really work la but rather just helping to put together the whole AGM report...hahaha....it's alldone!!^^ but tmr going again..haha accompany my cousin la...heez^^ anyway going to qian xi with darling and josel at night...just go for fun..haha..
watch 'ah wang' just now...so nice!tt time my mother went to the VCD shop to check out the price...it was super ex!!! 3 sets of CDs...1 set for about $40++...so ex right???haha wait for sale lor..but the show really nice....indirectly it teaches u about the facts of life and how a person shld live to be happy lor...and like we shld be contented with whtever we have and think positive^^
parents not home...my mum brought my dad for class...well just now while on the train was thinking about my family...hmm..actually to tell the truth...there were so many times when i was so irritated with my siblings cos i thought liek why i have so many siblings and imthe eldest i have to think of them everywhere i go..even when im dating im thinking of them...i willthink of wht to buy for them and stuff..and when they were younger...they never fail to call me when im out...i was irritated then...but now when i think back...i feel so fortunate tt i have siblings that will care and for me to care...i will never be alone...i will always be accompanied by them...even if its just their presence in the house im happy^^as i think back i learnt to treasure them...but of course there will still be times when ill get irritated but all this feelings are part and parcel of life isnt it??^^and cos of them, they help me to find a good bf...cos only a good bf will treat my siblings like his own siblings and play with them and not find them irritating..of course like i said there will definitely be exceptions haha...ya...and i wanna thank God for letting me find this guy, cos he treats my siblings like his own and he doesnt get irritated everytime i talk about them or buy things for them when i go out with him...and when i have to stay home to take care of them or have to rush home to buy food for them he doesnt complain..sad is sad la..but he doesnt get angry...he even send me home..for tt im thankful^^love u lots darling!=D
dunno why i suddenly thought of all this also..but it just crossed my mind..so thought i would just write it down...^^well to those tt are still being irritated by their siblings...dunworry..the 'irritating days' wil be over soon..and soon u will love and treasure their company^^think about the good tt they have done not about the bad...then u will learn to appreciate God's gift for u^^
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8:01 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
WELL DONE ALAZ!!
today was the easter day dance performance...it was great!!hahah asked my sis to take video butit wasnt really clear and cos she wasnt sitted in front qutie alot of heads ended up in the camera instead of us...haha!but its ok...josel toook a video of us....so nice!!hope to see it soon!!^^
welldone ppl!
here are the ppl i wanna thank:
God-->for being our audience(im sure he's glad!)
joyce-->for teaching us the dance
debra-->for lending me her dance pants=P
juliana-->who came up with the costume
alaz members-->for all the fun we had during the practices=P
congregation--> for the cheers and encouragement
sisters(xy,xz)-->for their companion^^
lol!it sounds like a parting speech...but just felt tt they have done a great job!^^my first dance performance and it went well....hahahah!!^^continue to jia you!^^
went back home for lunch today...mum cooked^^if i could stay in church maybe ill get to see the video haha..but its ok^^
saw royston in church today..was a surprise..didnt know he's from queenstown...heez..
at night going to "S=Pop hurray concert" with my family!hope its a nice one..dun like all this crowded places actually but hahah sth new...
next sat...bro's coming home..hope he did enjoy the hillsong easter concert in brisbane i think^^
2 more weeks of holidays left=( starting school again=(wonder how all my classmates and frens have been...sure miss them lots..heez
rights...gtg^^so tired..wanna sleep*yawnz*
*loveS*
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2:29 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
woke up early int he morning at 7am...went to church at 8am...practice dance til 10am...ate breakfast will pei qi and darling till 10.45am...service till 12pm...practice dance again till 1.45pm..ate lunch till 2pm..worship ministry class till 5pm....stayed in church to talk and stuff till around 6pm....well there ends my good friday^^
went to vivo with darling in the night...long time since we sat down and talk and spend some quality time together...glad tt we have this chance^^went to the rooftop..i bought subway and he bought kfc...the subway so disgusting!like not nice de..maybe cold already tt's why...hmmm...but then we sat near the place can see the water there then eat, chat, take pics...but not in the mood to take pics..andit turned out ugly!lol!!welll....we r tired!but we did enjoy ourself la...its not tt bad afterall^^
today's good friday=)thank God for sending his son to die on the cross for our sins!^^i really appreciate them and i really do have many sins tt needs to be washed away...and i really need to be made clean!and i really thank God for this day!^^looking forward to sunday!he will rise aagin!^^Hallelujah!LOL
the dance is 99.99999999% done!wht's left is silent meditationw ith God..and we r done...jia you alaz!and thanks joyce for the encouraging message!^^
tt's all..ba....
*chatted on the phone...ended witha solemn note...wonder if things will ever be the same again*
*loves*
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11:20 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
getting sick of maple soon...cos everytime kill same monsters...nth new..then there's this patience test quest....oh man!!so horrible!lol...jump all the way up le..then come all the way down again..so terrible right!!LOL...
anyway posted 2 videos of sandart on our combined blog...had some disagreements...dun wish to comment further....im so afraid tt wht i expected would come true..im scared tt history would repeat itself...if it really does..ill just have to accept it....
next month would be a more taxing mth i guess...me returning to school soon...he's having more work in army...dun wish to talk about this further too....*no comments*
getting a new phone and a new plan today..hope dun have to change no. if not so troublesome...and hope i can get a phone tt i like^^
next dance prac on fri...after service...i dun usually go for good friday service...this yr would be the first i guess^^ bought the giordano shirt..err...it seems a little too small...shld have bought a bigger sizE!but he said it was fine=.= i think i shld believe myself.....hmmm
did al the housework today..packed up my stuff...tmr would be a free day i guess....hmm...thurs is my BTE...after tt ill be stuck for 2 more mths before i can continue with practicals...hmmm...*sad*
bro's now in australia...shld be enjoying himself ba...hahah...if i had the chance to go overseas with my frens i would wanna go to japan!!my mom said its nice!!haha iw anna see the sakura!!^^
not in a very good mood today after wht had happened....dunwish to talk any further...hope i dun get irritated withother innocent ppl.....
*loveS*
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3:13 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
was playing maple last night..trying to clear quest but impossible to clear all la..hahaha...trying to leel up but still at 60% only..hope later darling can help me play...hahaha...anyway after maple..talked to darling for quite awhile then went to sleep..slept around 2 plus woke up around 7 plus to go church...was tired at first...but then after tt okok la..hahah the sermon by peh ern was great today!!followed by cell....wanna thank mervyn and sam tan for taking time out to plan lessons every sundays despite the difference in their schedules...the cell have been great so far....everyone is participating andlearning at the same time,,its just so great to see cell alive again!^^
after cell was lunch...the food was not bad just a little cold...haha..then went for dance...approved by pastor Chang with some advice on improvements..overall he's quite supportive^^ practiced and practiced and trying hard to perfect every step as a group....still have improvements to be made but im sure we can all do it!!jia you alaz!!^^wanna thank joyce and angeline for the encoragement tt they gave throughout the many weeks of practice!!^^
just came backhome..after bath...goingout again..sendingmy bro off...he's going to australia for 2 weeks..although he at loggerheads with me most of the time but im sure gonna miss him lots when he's not around...well...take care and enjoy urself!^^ohhh and be sure to enjoy the hillsong Easter concert^^
rights gtg now...
*loveS*
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4:27 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
went to qian hu and farmart with the GB juniors...so fun...they are like so cute...we went for the mini tour at the qian hu then majority of the girls went longkang fishing...lol..they suppose to catch live fishes...some of them catch all the dead fishes..lol..and some catch so many..some only catch a few...lol...then at the farmart...they bought the animal food(actually just vegetables, corn and carrots la) to feed the hamsters, rabbits, guinea pigs, goats, frogs, tortoise...etc....the goats are like having the time of their life man..lol...so much food to eat..hahaha...we only stayed there for awhile...but its a joy to see the girls so happy la..hahaha...
anyway i knew i cant play maple on weekends....my mother is always controlling wht we do on the comp...its like always so irritating!cannot play games one meh...everytime say i wasting time playing games..so unfair lor!!tt explains why i always wanted my own comp..so she cant see wht im doing...then everything i see or do on the comp is also useless and waste of time....only whtever tt she ask me to do thenis not waste of time..i dunno why i have been easily irritated by her recently....i want care and concern but when she does tt...im so irritated and find her irritating....i dunno la....so unhappy!=(
went to lot 1 to eat lunch with darling...then went to buy the shirt for the dance...but lot 1 dun have...but darling bought his le...then i went to westmall de...got the type of shirt but no black colour=(....check out the prices of the contact lenses but all so ex...wanted to go to causeway pt and yishun tmr to get the stuff....but sending my bro off to australia in the evening so cant make it..wanna go on monday but darling cant makeit=((haiz......im so sick of this...i know i have to be understanding..he has to work....but its my holidays!after this break..i cant meet up as and when i like anymore..my sch's so far!and i dun end sch very early u see...by the time i reach back to the west itslike wht time already and my mum dun always like me to eat outside...andddd weekends are always burnt out with family, church, dance, bible study and GB......where do i find time??when i start sch...restrictions to games and the phone will start...no more late night talks...actually late night talks has ended ever since a century ago...no more games together...for 1 whole semester!=(i dunno how to tide through this period...am i too demanding or too not understanding...or wht....i dunno.....
haiz...my mind's in a mess...my life's in a mess...i need to clear up or ill keep getting irritated at others for my own messiness....going to grandma's house later...gonna miss Q again...wonder how many more times im gonna miss Q just cos of my grandma...ofcourse my grandma is important but i really wanna go for Q...am i not praying enough or is it tt i shldnt go for Q...still no common timing=((
so many things up on my mind..still waiting for a vacancy for an earlier BTT date...if not im still stuck for 2 mths++......
haven cut the materials for the dance costume also..im also confused about the measurements and stuff...but im quite sure me n ju bought the right amount of cloth..just need to come up with a way to cut the maximum of every material.....hope the costumes are fine tmr...
going to my grandma house soon..................................
*loveS*
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6:26 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
yoz ppl!
cancelled almost all my driving lessons...shld finish my BTT first la..if not im like stuck lol...and still cant find earlier date for test haiz..but i decided to take my evaluation first...in case last min can find at least i finish my evaluation le dun need to worry...pray tt God will make a date available for me dun wanna wait so long=(
anyway...yesterday went for 2nd prac lesson..keep driving round and round so tiring..and giddy...and its raining..andddd..manual so difficult=( so hard to coordinate..haiz...its hard time!
anyway got my results le..passed my SIP, sewing got B+...apparel design got C+..not so bad la..lol expected to get D or sth ahha!anyway timetable gonna be out soon i guess hope its not so packed...haiz yr 3 is like terrible..hope can cope la..looks and feels difficult to me!esp project work and stuff(im bad withprojects)....pray tt i can tide through this last yr!=(
haven been at home for quite awhile..today first whole day at home..hahah tonight not sure whether wanna meet ling...meet also dunno where to go lei...hmmm..maybe tmr ba...anwyay got no dance but got GB...oh ya and Q....hmmm haven discuss with my parents to see if my house is open...hmm..if it is it'll be great then dun need to worry like never spend time at home and stuff..i realy wanna join Q..i feel comfortable and happy inthere..the ppl are so fun^^but the last time not everyone is there lei....anyway i prayed and hope God will make a way...
mapling is fun!!level 31 le...got the self healing skill..yes!!finally can save money on potions??hahaha...thanks to ling...he trained me and stuff andhis char is still at the same level cos he focus on my char...lol..so sweet..anyway maple isnt tt bad afterall..its fun and its like spending time together also^^ its like a good 'hobby'? hahaha...but its fun playing together...anddd i dun like it when he gets angry with me just cos i dun follow him in the game=(( be more patient man!LOL...but now got new game cabal...he dun really spend much time in maple le..he just help me then let me go train myself while he go play cabal=( the only funis just the leveling up part le..haiz...but maple keeps logging out!!its irritating!!haha!!
ling updated our blog with our love story..=.= lol...so weird...actually nth much to write de la..but since he love to tell stories then he shall do it..lol..ill be the reader hahaah..and ling...dun worry about ur english..its uniquely u...lol...my english also not tt good wht...heez^^waiting for the next release..lol...
tmr going qian hu farm with the GB junior girls..hope they will have great fun...hahaha...
easter is coming up....and our progress for the dance is great...the video looks great when we r all dancing together..hahaha think joyce is touched...lol...yeah!!hope everything turns out well on tt day..will be praying^^
rights...wht else...hmmm...oh ya the chalet....hmmm....not confirm yet?2 more weeks to go..how???=(..i really want the chalet..but at the same time if so little ppl must pay so much=(
*loveS*
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1:47 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
its been a long while since i updated^^
my attachment ended on friday..managed to finish making the cards on time...took pics with the individual teachers....hahah..gonna miss them so much..didnt manage to take pics with my fav class 1D...haiz...but its ok...haha...ill always remember them ha!
anyway the chalet thing has some prob...lack of ppl...haiz....why like tt...so hard to get sth goin
=(haiz... hope things work out..anyway they going buffet tmr..but i cant make it=(..haiz...nvm ill go another time during the month haha...
ohhhh...today's driving was scary first time driving a car..drove round the circuit a few times..the engine died a few times also...lol...also found out the actual procedure of booking le..so actually not tt no time slots la..just tt cannot book yet lol...and i have to stop my prac lessons for now...must finish BTT first..haiz..must wait 2 more mths..so long=(...hope someone will wanna sell the time slots then i can book earlier=( hahaha....but its fun!!hahaha but private would be better but less practice la..hahaha
had an argument with my mother yest=( never talk to her from last night till this morning also never talk..till afternoon...feel the strain...then after tt now ok le...hahah^^
tmr got dance^^love the dance!!so nice lor!!^^
rights..gotta sleep now...
*loveS*
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10:58 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
2nd last day of attachment!!yes!!haahah..want to take pic but everyone seems so busy...and im not dressed the best today...all brown=( look like old woman..lol..but oh well..hahaha...ill just see how..if worse come to worse tmr then take lor..lol...
yest went to darling's house...watched 881...painted my nails...went out to buy dinner only to foundout tt his mother already bought subway for us....lol...but in the end gave it to his bro cos we too full..lol...we ate fried rice, noodles, takoyaki, popcorn chicken, french fries and bubble tea...of course we didnt finish everythng..lol..wanted to eat ice cream tt his dad bought...butttt...too full!!hahaha!!
joyce just put up her new stock in her shopping blog....love the tops...the colours are like my favourites...lol..but doubt i can wear la..hahaha..next time^_^
oh ya.....our combine blog add-->
http://www.junhaolovexiufeng.blogspot.com/feel free to drop by anytime but as of now...nth much yet hahaha...might be abandoning this blog and writing my post there instead if not all write here le there nth to write lol!^^
trying to finish up my work today...but my attachment teacher said its alright if i cant finish..how nice...and as usual i haven started on my card...this is so bad!hahaha..gonna get red pens today.....
army isnt good at all...haiz...its like straining our r.s in a way...we dun have time to sit down and talk throughout the week..sometimes when both of us are busy...we hardly find time to talk....and sats are also not a nice day to talk cos we too r rushing here n there...sundays..hmm..church and family...so hard...if im starting school i dun mind..at least ill be occupied with work...but its my hols....nvm its ok..things will work out^^
gtg now....
*loves*
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7:58 AM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
heez!my darling just made a new blog for us..so sweet!=)
anyway cancelled all my practical trainings and rebooked...seriously i save lots of money!!lucky i had parents to tell me wht to do haha...now im more organised and im clearer of wht to do..haha^^
today is my third last day in sch..haven made cards for the teachers...as expected from my constant habit of procrastination....hahaha...but i'll make today...anyway i hope to be able to finish my work within this 2 days then at least friday im free haha....forgot to bring camera!!!if got bring then can take pic with my fav class 1D=(...haiz...now i must see whether i can hold them back after school for awhile tmr or sth....hope i do remember to bring=)
fastest record time today...got changed, packed my bag and left the house in just 5 mins!!hahaha!
so tired..slept so late last night...or rather early this morning...*yawnz*
yeah!!meeting darling today in the noon...im so happy!^^
rights...gtg..
*loves*
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7:52 AM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
took my first basic theory lesson yesterday..the instructor so funny!!haha!!anyway he looks like one of my cousins..the way he talk also like same..so funny!~starting my first prac lesson tmr....hope can finish asap...before school starts clear as many things as possible then when school start not so stress...haha....and i book the lessons...allll peak hours..must pay so much more!!so stupid!!gotta learn how to canccel...lol!!
anyway darling made a new blog for us...so nice!=)i love the blog!although the front page is abit plain but plain is good..haha...and he say to prove tt i love the blog ask me to post a 1000 word long essay about our love story=.= hahah why dun he post then i read right lol!!!...and 1000 word isnt enough...lol...oh well...
both of us are busy with our own things..wont have much time to meet up in future...how sad=( but its ok^^
still got so much work to do!!!all the investigative work!!so sianz...haiz...
rights..gtg..
*loveS*
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9:49 AM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
heard tt jon came to church today....haha but too bad la not many ppl mostly go for retreat...heard ffrom ju next week he coming for cell..haha!judging from his character let's hope he can wake up lol...happy tt he's coming back to church...hope one day he will bring his gf too..haha!!God is working^^
went to church today...like a bit no mood to listen dunno why lei..like so sianz..hmmm..went to vivo with dear to eat lunch after tt...was so tired so went home after tt...tmr he going back to army le....dunno wht's his schedule also but i hope things runs smoothly..haha..everytime when things dun run smoothly he always so bad mood and stuff..dunno how to think positive one....haiz...
this coming week last week of attachment le!!yeah!haha!!wanna make cards for my teachers...also wanna buy a red pen plus some chop ar....lol...then draw their names then laminate make into book mark..hahaha like tt dun need to spend so much and got effort ma^^hope can finish doing on time la...
and im done with allthe ppt slides tt i need to do..now left the O levels ans and the investigative work!!yeah!!haha...hope can finish cos quite alot lei...also need to find health related materials for the H.econs notice board....and i wanna thank dear for the ppt slides...all the decoration everything all he do for me de...so nice=))
*loveS*
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8:35 PM
Saturday, March 1, 2008
well...sth is wrong with the dates and timings on my blog...hmm..im confused...but well..lots of things to write but i shall summarise^^
yest was really a special day for me..or rather for us!^^ we got together...me, him and God....I'm happy and i thank God for him although sometimes he really pisses me off like crazy but he's always there when i need someone and he never fail to make me happy even when i keep venting my anger on him....i really thank you tt God put him in my life..i thank God for helping me settle down...I'm gonna trust tt we're gonna last^^*29/02/08* it's a promise*
Joyce said sth at dance today tt made me change my perspective of r.s....i always believed tt God has planned someone for each and everyone of us and if this r.s doesnt work out it means tt he's not the right one...but my thinking is actually not tt right after i heard wht joyce said..she said tt God has set criterias for us to consider when looking for our partner and we make the choice ourselves...which i think is quite true..we are given a choice..we are always given a choice...and if we make a choice we shld be responsible for it..God's words are criterias that we christians shld follow so naturally we will find a partner tt God is please with..well tt is if we follow his criterias closely.....thank you joyce^^i look at things from a different point of view now=)
sth happened in school...which upsetted 1 of the teachers..a relieve teacher...i feel sorry..i can actually see tt she is trying her best to teach and do her job well...she's trying her best to help in each and every way she can...she's cheerful, outgoing, patient and forgiving..but misunderstanding do take place..and usually kind ppl get taken advantage of....now she's accused by a kitchen helper tt she is rude to her..and she is quite upset about this..when before tt her r.s with tt kitchen helper was so close...they could share food and talked for an hour....but now..not even a word....how has things turn out so bad i dunno but im sure its a misunderstanding..haiz!it doesnt pay to be kind sometimes...
finished 4 ppts yest.....phew..still got quite alot to do but ill try to finish..i also wanna make thank you cards for my teachers before i leave the school..this week's my last week of attachment!!holidays!!^^ hope i can submit my work on time..ha!
today's dance was great!learned many new steps..i have to draw the pattern book like mad...given tt i didnt update the past many patterns..lol...im so happy i got the chance to dance...it's so nice!^^in the morning led the songs during GB and the drill...practicing for enrolment...taught them sanang diri, sadia, ke kenan lurus and pandan kehadapan pandan...next week will be salute and receiving of awards...very big group...very time consuming..but im glad im able to contribute in 1 way or another^^
dad went for bone infusion and lung scan yesterday...so he wont be feeling tt well for the next few days..and the lungs and liver werent infected but the scan shows tt his back bone and pelvic bone is degenerating which means it cant support him for long le...im so scared...and my mum...she has super high blood pressure...158/112....im so afraid she might get a stroke..her shoulder hurts badly but this morning she is quite alright le...ill just try to help her as much as i can....im so afraid...but all i can do is just pray='(
rights...gtg now...
*loves*
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7:42 PM