Saturday, March 1, 2008
well...sth is wrong with the dates and timings on my blog...hmm..im confused...but well..lots of things to write but i shall summarise^^
yest was really a special day for me..or rather for us!^^ we got together...me, him and God....I'm happy and i thank God for him although sometimes he really pisses me off like crazy but he's always there when i need someone and he never fail to make me happy even when i keep venting my anger on him....i really thank you tt God put him in my life..i thank God for helping me settle down...I'm gonna trust tt we're gonna last^^*29/02/08* it's a promise*
Joyce said sth at dance today tt made me change my perspective of r.s....i always believed tt God has planned someone for each and everyone of us and if this r.s doesnt work out it means tt he's not the right one...but my thinking is actually not tt right after i heard wht joyce said..she said tt God has set criterias for us to consider when looking for our partner and we make the choice ourselves...which i think is quite true..we are given a choice..we are always given a choice...and if we make a choice we shld be responsible for it..God's words are criterias that we christians shld follow so naturally we will find a partner tt God is please with..well tt is if we follow his criterias closely.....thank you joyce^^i look at things from a different point of view now=)
sth happened in school...which upsetted 1 of the teachers..a relieve teacher...i feel sorry..i can actually see tt she is trying her best to teach and do her job well...she's trying her best to help in each and every way she can...she's cheerful, outgoing, patient and forgiving..but misunderstanding do take place..and usually kind ppl get taken advantage of....now she's accused by a kitchen helper tt she is rude to her..and she is quite upset about this..when before tt her r.s with tt kitchen helper was so close...they could share food and talked for an hour....but now..not even a word....how has things turn out so bad i dunno but im sure its a misunderstanding..haiz!it doesnt pay to be kind sometimes...
finished 4 ppts yest.....phew..still got quite alot to do but ill try to finish..i also wanna make thank you cards for my teachers before i leave the school..this week's my last week of attachment!!holidays!!^^ hope i can submit my work on time..ha!
today's dance was great!learned many new steps..i have to draw the pattern book like mad...given tt i didnt update the past many patterns..lol...im so happy i got the chance to dance...it's so nice!^^in the morning led the songs during GB and the drill...practicing for enrolment...taught them sanang diri, sadia, ke kenan lurus and pandan kehadapan pandan...next week will be salute and receiving of awards...very big group...very time consuming..but im glad im able to contribute in 1 way or another^^
dad went for bone infusion and lung scan yesterday...so he wont be feeling tt well for the next few days..and the lungs and liver werent infected but the scan shows tt his back bone and pelvic bone is degenerating which means it cant support him for long le...im so scared...and my mum...she has super high blood pressure...158/112....im so afraid she might get a stroke..her shoulder hurts badly but this morning she is quite alright le...ill just try to help her as much as i can....im so afraid...but all i can do is just pray='(
rights...gtg now...
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