Saturday, March 15, 2008
went to qian hu and farmart with the GB juniors...so fun...they are like so cute...we went for the mini tour at the qian hu then majority of the girls went longkang fishing...lol..they suppose to catch live fishes...some of them catch all the dead fishes..lol..and some catch so many..some only catch a few...lol...then at the farmart...they bought the animal food(actually just vegetables, corn and carrots la) to feed the hamsters, rabbits, guinea pigs, goats, frogs, tortoise...etc....the goats are like having the time of their life man..lol...so much food to eat..hahaha...we only stayed there for awhile...but its a joy to see the girls so happy la..hahaha...
anyway i knew i cant play maple on weekends....my mother is always controlling wht we do on the comp...its like always so irritating!cannot play games one meh...everytime say i wasting time playing games..so unfair lor!!tt explains why i always wanted my own comp..so she cant see wht im doing...then everything i see or do on the comp is also useless and waste of time....only whtever tt she ask me to do thenis not waste of time..i dunno why i have been easily irritated by her recently....i want care and concern but when she does tt...im so irritated and find her irritating....i dunno la....so unhappy!=(
went to lot 1 to eat lunch with darling...then went to buy the shirt for the dance...but lot 1 dun have...but darling bought his le...then i went to westmall de...got the type of shirt but no black colour=(....check out the prices of the contact lenses but all so ex...wanted to go to causeway pt and yishun tmr to get the stuff....but sending my bro off to australia in the evening so cant make it..wanna go on monday but darling cant makeit=((haiz......im so sick of this...i know i have to be understanding..he has to work....but its my holidays!after this break..i cant meet up as and when i like anymore..my sch's so far!and i dun end sch very early u see...by the time i reach back to the west itslike wht time already and my mum dun always like me to eat outside...andddd weekends are always burnt out with family, church, dance, bible study and GB......where do i find time??when i start sch...restrictions to games and the phone will start...no more late night talks...actually late night talks has ended ever since a century ago...no more games together...for 1 whole semester!=(i dunno how to tide through this period...am i too demanding or too not understanding...or wht....i dunno.....
haiz...my mind's in a mess...my life's in a mess...i need to clear up or ill keep getting irritated at others for my own messiness....going to grandma's house later...gonna miss Q again...wonder how many more times im gonna miss Q just cos of my grandma...ofcourse my grandma is important but i really wanna go for Q...am i not praying enough or is it tt i shldnt go for Q...still no common timing=((
so many things up on my mind..still waiting for a vacancy for an earlier BTT date...if not im still stuck for 2 mths++......
haven cut the materials for the dance costume also..im also confused about the measurements and stuff...but im quite sure me n ju bought the right amount of cloth..just need to come up with a way to cut the maximum of every material.....hope the costumes are fine tmr...
going to my grandma house soon..................................
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