Friday, February 22, 2008
had a super super long meeting today after school...4 hours straight with only 20mins break in between..only the first half hour relevant to me..the next 3 n half hours are like the school's stuff which none of them actually appeals to me just tt i see the way teachers work n stuff....kinda an eye opener=)now tt i know sth about the sch i can start on my report..i really have to thank God for this..to be truthful...i didnt even pray i just merely thought about it..i was thinking of some solution cos i really dunno how to start my report n stuff cos im like suppose to talk about roughly how the sch works n stuff...but now i know..so really thank God!!=D
had a really bad time in class today..got so pissed with the class..shouted at them..and felt so bad when i pointed out a girl to the teacher tt she was talking..and the teacher threatened to call her parents..then another class was noisy....so i went over n when i came back she looked like she just cried...am i bad?i though tt was wht teachers always do..like hardening hearts n disciplning studentS?wht happens if they hate me n get angry at me?wht shld i do?haiz...well...ill think about it like 2 yrs later...
i have a super good ST...she gives me tips on how to handle the class n tells me her own experience as a CST student..she doesnt expect much of me..and she puts herself in my shoes as a student..she allows me to make mistakes and encourages me...she smiles to make me feel better whenever im nervous...she points out my mistakes gently and acknowleges and praise me for the work tt i've done...Thanks God again for such a great attachment teacher for he has answered my prayer!=)2 more weeks n im done with SIP..im sure gonna miss the students as well as the teachers=( but well eveyrone has to move on..i have finished this phase of poly..now is the remaining yr and im done!jia you!=D
MC king died not long ago...lydia sum followed after..both comedians...good actors and actresses....such a pity...haiz..i saw lydia sum's last pic..she was so skinny!seriously i think she looks nicer when she's fat!she's such a joker n entertainer n a nice person when she's around..esp. in the show 'living with lydia' well both of them will be missed greatly!=
edison chen came back to hong kong...spoke in front of reporters...and he's like leaving the entertainment circle...and i tell u his english is super super good!love his accent!ha!i just dun understand why some ppl must be so mean to post the pics online..whtever they do is their business seriously....those ppl who posted it seriously are good for nth cos its totally uncalled for.....disappointment!well....not my business also....talk so much for wht..
anyway my dad is getting sicker...haiz..my mum too..1 day im gonna lose both of them n how am i gonna survive with my bro n sis when all have diff character all have their own way of thinking all have diff ways of doing things when all cant get along...and i too have my own life...im like so worried can..haiz..just pray tt God wont take them away soon...haiz..im like...dunno wht to do..all i can do is just study hard and do the housework as much as i can?n try to make them happy?='( pls dun take them away from me..i still need them as my pillar of strength='(
tmr got no GB..its anniversary in the evening..for 2 hours i think..at night going shopping with jh..noon got dance...die la haven draw my dance pattern book..hope joyce dun check tmr lei...haiz..i think i better stop procrstinating!
anyway just viewed joyce's shopping blog...the clothes are super nice!!the key chains are super cute!!and the prices are super reasonable!!!i really really wanna buy!but given my size..i dun thinkits appropriate ba...all those clothes only for skiny ppl wear then nice la=( haiz...how i envy those tt no matter how they eat also wont get fat de....so lucky=( i think im like destined to be like tt forever le la..now the most imp thing is my confidence level which i dun think i have for now..haiz...*depressing*
anyway for those who wanna pop by her shopping web here's her add:
www.al-joyous.com--> sorry joyce, i just thought tt the clothes tt u have are really super super nice n unique so i wanna share witht he rest!hope u dun mind..heez=)
rights..tt's it...report time!!=D
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