Friday, February 29, 2008
3 days of MC...swollen right eye...back in school but eye still a little painful...hope today is a relaxing day...last day of the second last week of attachment..there's welcome n farewell dinner tonight but im not going...have to wait for the washing machine man!ha!our washing machine keeps breaking down!*dreads*
mum's right shoulder is hurting!dad's going for bone infusion today and will be down with fever for the next few days=( hope i can get my driving license fast then at least can fetch them to and fro from work or doctor if they need to=( haiz.....hope they get well soon..im not ready to take over their role=( pls Lord make my parents well again!='(
dance tmr...oh man..if only i have like a dance room?lol...so i can like practice..hahamy house so cramp.....but well ill just make do..no worries=D
GB enrolment practice tmr...still not sure of the commands lei..how to tell them i only know the simplified ones=(haiz..never thought ill be in GB again...tt's why didnt really pay much attention to everything done in GB=(regret it lots..tt's why u never know wht the future holds so make the most of every opportunity given..whether u like it or not...hmmmm....going for BOTC in august or semptember....over 18 cannot be flag barrier=( thought tt i could try haha..but its ok..it might be a blessing in disguise=D
special and big decision to make but i just cant get the ans..i prayed but nth happened...maybe its just not the right time?i dunno..somehow i dunno when it is God who is talking and when it is not...well its hard la..but i believe if it's God's will he will not let u miss wht he is saying he will try means and ways to let u know wht his will is...he works in many ways!=) so i trust........and have faith........
last week during dance...they were also talking about this issue...just wanted to share a short para on wht the devotional material said...
" when you find that one of your favourite and strongly held views clashes with the 'heavenly vision', DO NOT begin to debate it. If you do, a sense of personal right and property will merge in you-things on which Jesus placed no value". not good with words today so shan't explain further..ill just let u, readers conclude with ur own conclusion..just a little sharing=)
rights...its the end of the week...and 16 more hours before the end of the leap day..haha...special day it is...maybe i should go watch 'the leap years'..lol!*lame*
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7:38 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
chinese songs...my bro is suddenly crazy over chinese songs which is out of the norm...hmmm...but i love it..haha now i can listen to chinese songs while doing work!=D
reports....not done yet..and the submission date is??TODAY!!by 5pm to be exact..so i approx have about 7++ hours left...but tt includes the travelling time..so effectively i only have about 5 hours more to go...
eye has been swollen for more than 3 days now...it was painful last night like it was gonna burst...haiz..but i guess its clearing..im happy=D the medicine work although it kinda stinks...luckily its caps not tabs....
disappointment fills the air when ppl dun keep their promises and finds excuses for it...just whtever~ tt's all i think i can say.
going to school later but doubt will meet anyone cos im going earlier...hmmm...
dance pattern book..i gotta borrow from someone and get sth done now tt my SIP load is no tt heavy...hmm...
haiz...had a bad night last night...im sad=(
rights gtg...
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9:35 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
just heard about the break yesterday...its a yr..and it takes alot of love n sacrifices for a couple to last for a yr....haiz...its so sad to see it just end like tt...they still love each other but just cant get along..or rather cant find a good time to talk and even if there is time to talk..cant compromise...
i think tt in r.sboth parties do play a part in whtever outcome the r.s might have...both parties have to be responsible...pride must never be in b/w...emotions musnt get in the way..if u feel sad show it..if u love him show it...dun hide it to urself..there shldnt be any secrets b/w a guy n a girl in r.s n that includes revealing ur true emotions and feelings...there are many more things about r.s tt i can write here but wht's the use...its up to individual..and i can never write out everything......its so sad to see them in this manner....wish they were alright..first time i can see through love in her....
there were times when she was so happy telling me how she went to his house and planned a surprise birthday party...how he fetched her home even when he was so dead tired..how they went for church and cell group meetings together...how they got along with each other's parents...how they went out taking pictures and shopping....how they spent time together...why did it have to end like this....
haiz...if u all cant give in then let go ba...its not good to hold a string too tightly or it will snap...till then..even remaining as frens would be a problem...both of u have got to calm down, think and talk it through and most importantly pray about it.....nth is impossible...will be praying for u too...
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7:55 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
last night was..hmm half bad half good?...we quarelled again over some stupid reasons...but we're ok now...oh well...im always angry...how bad! but everything went well after tt...
this morning woke up with swollen eyes..or rather swollen right eye...but still went to church...wanted to stay and help int he kids church but i feel so so tired n needed to close my eye...so i went to the cry room instead...anyway...the church's new PA system is so cool!!!haha!!anyway yuppz..i slept for awhile...then had quite a bad headache...then after the communion went home straight...slept throught the noon again..now just finish bathing...waiting for dinner..how great hor to wait for dinner instead of preparing dinner...heez...so fortunate!well have my parents to thank=)
gotta start on my report but dunno how...got the info but its just the starting part..once im started..its easier to keep the ball rolling..but..how to start??jhaiz...genius amanda lost the ppr n i had to type out everything for her!haha!
well 2 mroe weeks to end of attachment...half happy half sad...nowadays my feelings all half half one..haha!wanna make cards for my teachers..as for the students..hmm well i do have my fav classes n pupils...but...how do i give them sth...
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7:03 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
had a super super long meeting today after school...4 hours straight with only 20mins break in between..only the first half hour relevant to me..the next 3 n half hours are like the school's stuff which none of them actually appeals to me just tt i see the way teachers work n stuff....kinda an eye opener=)now tt i know sth about the sch i can start on my report..i really have to thank God for this..to be truthful...i didnt even pray i just merely thought about it..i was thinking of some solution cos i really dunno how to start my report n stuff cos im like suppose to talk about roughly how the sch works n stuff...but now i know..so really thank God!!=D
had a really bad time in class today..got so pissed with the class..shouted at them..and felt so bad when i pointed out a girl to the teacher tt she was talking..and the teacher threatened to call her parents..then another class was noisy....so i went over n when i came back she looked like she just cried...am i bad?i though tt was wht teachers always do..like hardening hearts n disciplning studentS?wht happens if they hate me n get angry at me?wht shld i do?haiz...well...ill think about it like 2 yrs later...
i have a super good ST...she gives me tips on how to handle the class n tells me her own experience as a CST student..she doesnt expect much of me..and she puts herself in my shoes as a student..she allows me to make mistakes and encourages me...she smiles to make me feel better whenever im nervous...she points out my mistakes gently and acknowleges and praise me for the work tt i've done...Thanks God again for such a great attachment teacher for he has answered my prayer!=)2 more weeks n im done with SIP..im sure gonna miss the students as well as the teachers=( but well eveyrone has to move on..i have finished this phase of poly..now is the remaining yr and im done!jia you!=D
MC king died not long ago...lydia sum followed after..both comedians...good actors and actresses....such a pity...haiz..i saw lydia sum's last pic..she was so skinny!seriously i think she looks nicer when she's fat!she's such a joker n entertainer n a nice person when she's around..esp. in the show 'living with lydia' well both of them will be missed greatly!=
edison chen came back to hong kong...spoke in front of reporters...and he's like leaving the entertainment circle...and i tell u his english is super super good!love his accent!ha!i just dun understand why some ppl must be so mean to post the pics online..whtever they do is their business seriously....those ppl who posted it seriously are good for nth cos its totally uncalled for.....disappointment!well....not my business also....talk so much for wht..
anyway my dad is getting sicker...haiz..my mum too..1 day im gonna lose both of them n how am i gonna survive with my bro n sis when all have diff character all have their own way of thinking all have diff ways of doing things when all cant get along...and i too have my own life...im like so worried can..haiz..just pray tt God wont take them away soon...haiz..im like...dunno wht to do..all i can do is just study hard and do the housework as much as i can?n try to make them happy?='( pls dun take them away from me..i still need them as my pillar of strength='(
tmr got no GB..its anniversary in the evening..for 2 hours i think..at night going shopping with jh..noon got dance...die la haven draw my dance pattern book..hope joyce dun check tmr lei...haiz..i think i better stop procrstinating!
anyway just viewed joyce's shopping blog...the clothes are super nice!!the key chains are super cute!!and the prices are super reasonable!!!i really really wanna buy!but given my size..i dun thinkits appropriate ba...all those clothes only for skiny ppl wear then nice la=( haiz...how i envy those tt no matter how they eat also wont get fat de....so lucky=( i think im like destined to be like tt forever le la..now the most imp thing is my confidence level which i dun think i have for now..haiz...*depressing*
anyway for those who wanna pop by her shopping web here's her add:
www.al-joyous.com--> sorry joyce, i just thought tt the clothes tt u have are really super super nice n unique so i wanna share witht he rest!hope u dun mind..heez=)
rights..tt's it...report time!!=D
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8:54 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
phew...practical is over...so tiring!!feel like sleeping..the whole place so messy..haha!but their cupcakes are nice!=))i made them too...i made 9...haha!
im kinda missing you..thinking about u going back to army makes me sad~
they are a fun group of ppl..but the teacher's method abit messy thats why they dun understand..but oh well......im just on attachment...not fit to comment too much..then alot of last min..make the auntie work so hard...some more she old already..so poor thing man=(
even when we cant meet today i already feel like there's nth to do...
today must do some more lesson plan arrr...1G1..teaching tmr..but its a small class n they are cute so not to worry haha!and the last week of attachment im suppose to finish everything on the to-do list!!oh man!!tt's the most hectic week for me!haha!
wht's more when u go back to army..somemore its during my hols=(
well 2 more weeks and its over!!im back to being a student!but of course hols first la!!heez~cant wait for the chalet!!haha!
i have nowhere else to write so i have to write here n risk getting seen..hmmm..
so many more things to write but lazy la...hah!like tt will do...so yuppz..
just hope he doesnt sees this la...and well...im seriously gonna miss u lots!!
cya!=)
thanks for always being there!=)jia you for army!must become fitk?then u'll look taller!haha!=P
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9:46 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
oh man!today is my first official lesson...as in i did teach many times previously but this time is really self-run n will be graded..andddd..this lesson is planned...abit scared though...haiz...there will belike 3 teachers observing..2 are supposedly teachers teaching tt class n the other 1 is my ST..hope everything runs well..hope the students co-operate=P
yeah!!chalet~!i think its gonna be super fun although i think tt not alot of things to do..but still can la..at most we watch movie..and play cards..anyway half the time already gone to bbq, escape and wild wild wet le..haha!hope it'll be fun!anyway too bad guys cant come haha!if not it'll be more fun..can play truth or dare hahaha!!!anyway reallllyyy looking forward to it!!=D
waa..still got 2 more lesson plan..1 of them half way done...the food items also almost done....hope things turns out well on fri too...anddd still got my SIP report!how to even start??haiz..i think i gotta start writing soon if not last min again i gotta kick this habit man!!
Oooo and my cousin n bro both go RP...my bro got into civil aviation which is wht he wanted..lucky him...and my cousin got into supply chain management i think..well..all the best ppl....hope u excel in poly kk?its a new beginning!=D 1 step towards ur future!jia you!!!^^
talked to pris last night...haha..talk for almost an hour..cool hor...so long never talk le still got so much to talk..lol...i was like so afraid tt we would like become strangers..but yeah!!frenship is coming back!heez^^ jia you for ur exams hor!=)
rightsss....cya!
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8:17 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
not so tired today but still tired...had only 1 period today..actually got more la but i dun wanna go obsevre le..all the same thing de...and i need to do my lesson plan..haiz..so confusing man allt he sec. 1 classes doing diff topics...but already confirm which class la...then mustpass up lesson plan by today some more..then must go buy the stuff for the classes....yest watched ah long pte ltd....not bad la..but i think just follow law nicer lei...just tt this show is funny cos of the way lee guo huang talk only...n fann wong is super cool!LOL...k la..not bad la..heez...anyway started playing maple....getting a litte addicted..actually just addicted to the leveling up only haha...but its fun la!=Dalrights...more tonight=)*yawnz**loveS*
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10:02 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008
super tiring day!*yawnz* just uploaded some pics on friendster..later still must do lesson plans..haiz
had 2 periods in the morning..not too bad...trying hard to stay awake though...then 3 periods after recess...went through corrections with them then went back to staffroom...later dun think going for assembly...just skip 1 time shld be ok ba...*yawnz* dun feel like going home but i guess home is still the best place to sleep....*yawnz*
lesson plans are so hard..dunno wht to write also...or rather too lazy=X
still must start on my SIP report...next wed due...then next wed must go back sch to hand up=X hope can finish on time n hope i pass!*yawnz*
yest the v day thing was a success!!so happy!!the roses n candles were enough..everything went well..the explanation was alright n sam tay kinda praised us!heez!=)) looking forward to more of this..so great fun n satisfaction to see everything done properly and everything just runs so smoothly....i think wht we all need is the confidence to always take the first time and make wht seem impossible possible...of course always with the help of God!thanks God for answering my prayers=))
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12:16 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
last night was super fun after campus discussion went out with yani,lk,zuzi,zimah and amanda to celebrate v day..super fun!heez..went to vivo..ate at the hawker centre first..then went to the roof top then amanda had to leave...so not many pics with her...then the rest of us went up to the roof top and played nerds..i taught them how to play but they were cluless so in the end we played this er...some snap game..haha..then we took alot alot of pics...so fun!!i think we had more fun taking pics!!hahahaha..left at around 11..reached home at 12 lol..so late!!and my mom never scold..so weird..then went to bathe then completed 2 batches of candles...then was so tired!!slept le this morning had to wake up at 7.30 for gb... finish teaching them the basic drill but a little mixed up towards the end...phew..now there are some kinda ready for the camp i guesS?heez...anyway then went to church continued doing the remaining candles...then ju n brian came le...then we cut and paste and tie and file and wash...until dance started at 2.30...then half way through suddenly brian said they finished doing everything le..so efficient right???super fast!!lol and it was like so nicely done??its like 'wow' la..love them loads man was still worrying how to finish it on time lol..all ready heez...anyway for tmr ill try to write a speech for ju la..so she can at least take tt as a guide while doing the talking..^^
went home after tt for dinner..steamboat..ok la quite full...first time i at least had a little time for myself la..heez...
anyway on v day..i was actually with jh de, wanted to share but a little inappropriate...heez..didnt really celebrate but rather he was studying and i was rushing the candles...went for dinner then he said he needed the toilet then when he came back he gave me a rose..fake one of course...but i dun mind..actually i agree with ju..fake one better than real ones...at least can last la...haha...at home i got like 1 cupboard for all the things he gave me..and tt rose is going there..heez...actually he's kinda sweet la..although we not together and his budget is tight he still went to the extend of buying me a rose and made a huge 'heart' candle for me..so nice of him..and er...i didnt get him anything lol...
but well i treasure it doesnt mean anything la to put it crudely...im just appreciating as a fren pls dun get the wrong idea....ha!=D but i do appreciate everything he has done la...he's going back to army..well gonna miss him..noone talk on the phone with me till late late le...haiz...save phone bill la haha!
alright i gtg do my work...got 3 lesson plans to hand up next week...im gonna teach!!=D
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9:13 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
phew~ another week is over..going back to sch for campus discussion later then going out with my darlings later..^^have been planning since the first campus discussion..which is like 3 weeks ago..heez!=Ddunno where we going yet but most prob the beach?=)
anyway lessons were alright this week..but the last class, 1E is a handful!so noisy!dun listen!my voice so soft..their voices drowned mine...talking during test..haiz..luckily im on attachment so got another teacher help me control if not ill die! a phone was confiscated...i wanted to ask them to see me after sch and warn them and then return the phone to them...but then the other teacher stopped me=( she is not returning the phone..she is only returning the sim card which is the sch's way of handling things la...its like i understand how tt boy feel lor..i also like tt when mr ow confiscated my phone wht...i will never forget tt time i was so afraid!i couldnt pay attention for the whole lesson..haiz...luckily he returned it to me...now the teacher is handling it..i got no say..haiz..not i dun wanna help la..if i had a say ill return la but of course with a warning..hmmmm...sometimes im wondering if im not fierce and strict enough..wondering if i can survive in this industry lol!if i go back to fairfield then good le la...at least got teacher to give me advice...pls God help me get backt o fairfield...pls ans my prayer=(
alright...gotta rush home..put my stuff then go to tp le.....hope today's fun!=D
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12:15 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
tiring morning...luckily i had a quite early night last night or ill dread the rush...haha...well..slept in the bus and alighted at the next bus stop..fortunately it wasnt tt far...forgot to bring wallet..but luckily i had a coin pouch full of coins...just topped it up yest...how co-incidental!!ha!
surprisingly, my would wasnt bad at all...i wasnt angry/irritated when i forgot my wallet...i wasnt uptight/anxious tt i got down at the wrong bus stop....i wasnt disturbed by the rush in sch......thank God for giving me patience man or ill be like so irritated by now..and ill be so grouchy=P thank God!!
anyway good luck for ur exams jh..if u ever happen to read this befor ur ppr...haha!
the principal gave a 'short' speech today...and she said sth which i think makes a little sense....she said..'in everything there is a process, so everything is a learning experience whether u do it well or not...and only after u have gone through the process will u achieve ur goal' so well i guess...SIP is my process...and im on the way in becoming a teacher!!!LOL!!ok im 'teacher-crazy'...lol..
alright...gtg now..
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9:03 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
oh man!im so so tired!haiz..tried doing ppt today but im so drained
marked test pprs..and i confused myself with all the students' ans and the mark allocation...hmmm...brain's not thinking..so keeping calm and thinking isnt gonna help...well it doesnt matter now cos in the end i still managed to finish...but just hope it is done properly?haiz..
went to church..studied with jh...he helped me with the ppt quite abit la...then we studied..or rather i studied with him....until im even more tired=( but well just hopes he does well for his final sem...-->jh...u better do well hor...at least pull up ur GPA by abit la...dun give up...try to remember as much as u can la...and pls pls pls pray before ur start ur ppr hor...it will surely work de=)pls remember!ha!ill pray for u too=)jia you!!=D
tmr 6 periods in a row...sleeeeeepppyyy!waiting for my hair to dry...alright ill stope here for now...tmr's another longggg day...or rather this week everyday is a long day and this week is a lonngggg week=( looking forward to fri...
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11:19 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
just popped by my cousin's blog and her blog is cool...its short and sweet and its like a says-it-all kinda thing...and im like writing essays after essays...lol..
today was busy!6 periods in a row..how tiring!
went to pizza hut then to church...woahh pizza hut is now like a fav eating place....ate lots!oopps=X
finished cutting the wrapping ppr for the candles..*satisfied*
tmr is another busy day..gotta finish ppt slides, lesson plan..anddd...another part of the V day project!tired tired tired~
well..tt's all now...is tt short enough?lol..pics will come in some other time...dun really feel like putting..wanna see lots of pics???pop by my friendster=)
i'm 'glitterbaby'^^
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11:11 PM
yoz ppl!!long time no see le..haha!!CNY celebrations are over..back to life in school and lots of work...haha!
on new yr's eve had celebrations in sch...it was nice...mostly dance..and the students danced well!!haha!then the P and VP were giving out oranges outside the staff room...i took 1 pair..then i went to the toilet i came back they gave another pair =.= lol..then during the concert, the students gave each teacher 1 pair..so altogethe ri got like 3 pairs of oranges in my bag??lol..then after tt wanted to go back fairfield to visit..and at the same time fetch my sis..but on the way there my sis told me the teachers all going home le..so nvm lor..go also no point la..haha..then i went to westmall to meet jh..wanted to buy some clothes too...ate burger king...haha..now i know wht he means by 'when u r a student, eat like a student'. that means eat only student's meal la. cos after tt when adult le..no more students meal le..lol...aiyooo...anyway bought a white top from bossini....quite nice la..but abit ex....hahahaha..but i love it..thanks to jh recommendation..lol..then went home...clean the house then went to grandma house...then my aunt keep telling me wht teacher must set good example so indirectly telling me i shld start losing weight=.= CNY eve tell me like tt super demoralising lor!!!>.<>
on the first day of CNY didnt go visiting just went to grandma house the whole day again..cos this yr my dad quite weak le la..easily tired so didnt go lor..if not usually will go de..so alot alot alot lesser hongbao..haha!but its ok la..then in grandma house just eat, watch movies, eat, sleep awhile..then went home bathe..then went back then eat again then watch tv again...lol super boring la!well but at least the whole family is together la..haha..
on the second day more fun la!LOL...hmm went to min hui's house in the noon...ate spaghetti!her mother's spaghetti sauce is super super nice!!haha!i love the spaghetti..the tom yam bee hoon also not bad..then painted 2 of my aunt's nails..lol..then played nerds with my cousins...then took some candid pics..then went to eat dinner...hahaha..dinner was sumptous!!!so much food!!let's see..there's steamed chicken, roasted wings, seaweed chicken, green vegetables, vegetable stew, sea cucumber stew, 2 pots of curry, sambal prawn i think...ngohhiang...and er...Oooooo..still got my mother cook the pig's trotters!!that was nice..all the food was nice!!haha!but of course i had to limit myself..anndddd im so so sosooooo happy!!cos 2 of my aunts said i lost weight!!!LOL..so cool!!im like so happy can!!LOL...then er..after dinner we watched tv again...then played nerds all the way..3 rounds also i won..heez!=)but it doesnt matter...wht matters is fun!!haha..i think they are the only group of ppl whom i can play nerds with and its so sososo fun!!haha..then after tt got family photo taking!my uncle is soooo funny!LOLreally had lots of fun!!didnt wanna go home=X
anyway on the 3rd day, went kbox with jh in the morning..so cool...just love singing!heex...then went to guoyang's house...so fun!made new frens...played blackjack...ate steamboat..the steamboat time was fun..all the jokers..heex..then we chat and played cards and took pics...and suppose to go to kelvin's house..then some wanted to watch movie..but me n jh stayed so far we had to leave le...so didnt know wht was their plan later on..but wanted to go kelvin's house play mahjong too=( so hard to find some ppl tt enjoy mahjong and not those expert kind..if not stress man!haha...but well no choice la...had great fun!hope we can meet again=D
on the 4th day went to church in the morning..and sam tan told us about his proposal on monday!so sweet!!he is romantic man!haha he went through all the extend to plan and now he is getting married!!haha!next yr jan 1 preferably..he said la..haha...then hmm..suppose to go to his house but cant cos i had to go to uncle's house...so went home with joel instead cos he needs to go to his aunt's house..haha..my uncle's house is super nice!!everything so 'disney' haha and got CNY mood...so clean and like comfy..haha...the tv is huge..the sound system is great..watched quite alot of movies...then the food is nice too!!as usual they gambled..the adults 1 side..children 1 side..lol..and ya i lost money!!!all my coins!!and my sis' coins!!lol..bad luck man!!no la..i dun believe in such stuff...maybe God teaching me a lesson not to gamble..lol..although its just abit of money but heartpain lei...altogether i lost about $10?? sianz right....hahaha!anyway still had fun la....went home quite late slept at 1...this mornign so tireddd!!but still had to go sch..meeting jh later to do the candles!=) hope can finish la...anyway..this is super super super long..i gotta stop now!today is a long long day for me man....=( well...no choice..heex....alright...cya!=D
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9:01 AM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
yesterday too tired to write...yawnz...now also tired la actually ahha
anyway...after sch i went home..eat n bathe then left for westmall to buy more moulds, construction ppr, wrapping ppr and lighter...hmm spent about$50 on candles for 100 ppl...its not alot right?plus effort put in?then suppose to go to church..but hui wen forgot the flowers so we were suppose to meet at her house..but hmm we need a place where we can have fire available u see..but cant use their stove..so in the end went to his house...
so long since i've been to his house..his family so quiet le...last time so noisy de haha..his parents seemed happy to see me..esp when i see the smile on his mother's face...lol..anyway we stayed in the room most of the time to do the candles..so diffiult!!everywhere all full of wax..we even melted 1 of the plastic mould...then the tea light candle holder caught fire..the fire was like scary...i was like traumatized!!the last thing tt i ever want in my life is get burned alive u see tt's why i was scared..it's painful!!LOL!!but of course managed to put it out in time if not i wouldnt be sitting here and typing...haha!yuppz...so far we started making since...let's say 7?ended at 11?and we only made 21 candles...some of them not acceptable so threw away haha!is tt fast?dunno la but it sure is difficult..we spent so much time just to get everything going..and thanks to his wires or we would be totally drained just holding the candles and waiting for the wax to melt..haa!it was great fun!the hearts turned out not toobad...well at least i liked it..haha!!maybe tonight gonna continue again....
during tt time..sth cropped up at hui wen's house..they dunno how to make the flowers and make le the flower too small...so they were thinking of buying the actual rose..but its gonna be more ex i guess..given the fact tt valentine's day is approaching in a week's time..and fake flowers were proposed which i think is even more ex...well we only collected $2 from the youth and we r buying the fake flowerS?hmmmm...actually i dunno why the sudden change but i just wanna state my pt of view....no offence if anyone happens to read this...
i feel tt whtever gift we give to God as long as it's from the heart it doesnt matter..just like the pplwho give golds and silver and the lady who only gave 2 copper coins..God said who gave morE?the lady is his ans...why?cos she gave with a heart...she gave the best she could, she gave all she had...pls dun deny the fact tt money is always an issue when it comes to planning activites and stuff....budget budget and more budget...less budget more things done is always the so called motto...but we all went well with tt little budget tt we have...we were happy although there were some hiccups along the way but in the end..everyone was satisfied..why?cos its the thought tt counts..its the happiness tt we bring to God tt counts not the ppl...but now?we r gonna BUY the roses just to make the youth think tt their $2 is worth it?are their views more important than God's?REMEMBER!God doesnt look at things man looks at...he wouldnt mind if the rose is small or wht..as long as there is effort...he will be happy..isnt tt true?seriously im not for the idea of changing fromt he hand made ones to the ones tt are bought....why?cos wht's the point?we can just remind the youths to get a stalk of flower and write a love note..atached it to the flower and put it on the alter during offering..why must we even buy or order for them??yaa..its true..they wont appreciate in the end they will forget...but again is man's view so important?wht matters is God remembers we ever did this for him right?wht matters is God can feel tt we love him right?wht matters is we want him to know tt we remember him on this special day right?isnt this true?so why the debate about changing flowers?hand made flowers are more meaningful or sth tt is bought?when u give gifts to ur bf/gf...DIY stuff is better n more treasured or sth tt is just simply bought from the shop?u know it..u sure know it...now the next qn is why?why are we the ones doing it and not the youths?flowers are alreadyhard enough to make...candles are many times harder....so how are we suppose to teach them how to make when combined activity is not encouraged cos of the noise level and when there is limited space in the church?how are we supposed to teach them how to make?wouldnt tt take up to a day?we thought of this before..angeline suggested this before....but pros and cons..pros n cons..pros n cons...pros=its more meaningful cos its made by them to God and their $2 is worth it...cons=how many of us are available to teach?how long is it gonna take?where are we gonna do it?the $2 is a love offering to God..if they are not satisfied then dun give. i know i have no right to say all this...i also know im a coward, i dun dare to say or bring this up in front of others when there is a discussion why?just cos i dun wanna hurt the frenship tt we have between us...how else am i suppose to get my point across?i seriously dun see the point of debating. anyway just for ur info i dun wan credits...it can even go uncredited....all i want is to see a heart for God..a genuine heart for God. there is so many ppl, u cant pls everyone but there is only 1 God..and u definitely can please him.
*BE A CHRIST-PLEASER NOT A PEOPLE-PLEASER!!!*
sorry for any offence taken=))everything's fine now..im just reliving back wht i felt yesterday...ha!jul ill help u with the flowers=)and dun worry ppl the candles will be there^^its going well so far=)alright tt's all i've got to say....back to work!=)
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8:22 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
wooohh..the weekend was busy...so tiring!
on friday after i came back from camp, i slept awhile and was late for worship practice...lol..woke up at 7.05 when the practice is at 7.45..reached at 8pm!!lol..terrible..haha!!
then went home quite late..next day got GB left home at 7.30am...then after GB got bible study then after tt got dance...all the way till evening..then evening somemore go grandma house..then father and the rest play mahjong then i was so tired i sleep until like so uncomfortable theni wanted to go home..by the time i reached home already 11 plus le..then after tt got some stupid prob la..haha..then slept aroudn 1 plus..anyway to add on..the dance was great..haha!luckily joyce didnt scold me for forgetting the steps and for not drawing the patterns..i gotta draw this week..and gotta ask pris for the booookk...lol!=D our next performance is good friday!!=D
anyway on sunday morning had to wake up early as i was the vocalist.....the worship was not bad..but the video like made me emotionally unstable!lol..super sad!i would have cried if i were watching it at home...='( anyway the cell was great tooooo...went througha little of the book of daniel and the history of people starting all the way from adam and eve...interesting..ha!after church went to ikea to eat....eat so much lor!!!i drank the soup of the day..the bread was super nice!haha..then er..at the chicken leg with swedish herbs...the carrot is not nice!yucks!then also ate the princess cake!!heez^^then went downstairs to buy candles for the V day thing...then went all around to find cookie cutter but dun have...then asked 1 of the lady..she suggested liek NTUC/shop n save/sheng siong...etc...so we took a bus to tbp first went to the NTUC...saw a cutter!super nice!got words some more..actually its not a cutter la its to make chocolate de...but quite ex..then we were thinking go somewhere else n see first la...then we took a trainto sheng siong...dun have..took a train back tobukit batok..ate macdonalds!!haha then went to 1 of the shops to check..dun have..but bought some ribbons though haha..then err...went to westmall's shop n save..found a plastic chocolate mould!!got about 8 moulds altogether...so we bought it!!ahha..then went to the NTUC at the mrt..dun have=( so we had to make do with tt..then we went home to try....took so long..lol..and finally it worked..tried diff methods la..luckily he's there lor if not i dunno wht to do..haha!oh ya btw..the he is jh la...haha!ya lor..then he going to church today also..but before tt we going westmall to buy some more..and also some construction ppr...=)) so funnnn!!hope we can use the fire on the stove..haha!min hui n hui wen went to jp to buy the roses...hope ju can come then can teach them...cos i also not very very sure how to make,..haha!hope everything turns out well then we can finish by next next sunday!=)Thank God for providing!^^
today not a very long day...only 4 periods..im like so hungry now!!lol..later gonna eat with miss chng...heez...ok la..gtg le...nth to say le for the time being..haha
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8:49 AM
Friday, February 1, 2008
yoz ppl!!im back from the camp!!it was fun!except for some discovery about diff ppl's character tt really irks me!apart from tt..everything's fine!=))
its a 3DN thing..teachers..sleep in air con rooms on beds while students sleep on open air wooden platforms..with shelters over their heads of course..venue= changi...lots of planes flying every moment..even at night..haha!some planes are so loud..while some are like quite quiet la..ahaha!had to do guard duty=(..i did it with ms ho..3.00am-4.30am..what a weird timing lor!haiz..then lights out always around 11 plus..so sleep awhile then must wake up le..then after tt after duty..sleep again till 7 plus..waa...first night still ok..quite interesting..second night was tiring man!cos the second day was filled with games!!yea!
talking about the games..i tried the high elements with 3H/3I...then the dragon boating and kayaking too..they are so nice ppl they just make me feel like welcomed into their class...so nice!i just love NT students...althought their behaviour might be a little bad but they have better so called 'public relations' than any other classes k!just by judging like im an attachment teacher...then no students except the teachers talk to me..then only the 3H/3I ppl make me feel welcome...they r nice ppl...but well..some nasty ppl's attitude just pissed me off a little on the second day...i only can say these la..
*if a student is bad so are the teachers and if the teachers are bad so will the students be*
dun wanna talk much about this..andi feel tt there's nth wrong in me saying this cos this is really wht i feel and this is my blog..i say wht i like..so if happen tt anyone sees this then so be it la....whtevr...
tried not to let this incident affect me too much...feel quite ok now..haha!
anyway still got other activities like rock climbing, abseiling and flying fox but didnt try those...not much time la..haha..but still had fun!had super bad sunburns!!super super bad!!its like my whole arm is red like red apples!!terrible..its painful!=(
campfire at night was fun...class performance as usual...then students will sabo the teachers as usual...and then the MC is super high as usual..but i muct say this bunch of instructors are good man!!they are so enthu about things..and even if they are tired they will not show it i guess..heez=)nice bunch of ppl!=)
going for this camp makes me miss sec. sch a whole lot!i miss my batch's NT ppl...they are also a fun lot..miss them lots man!haha!miss the sec 2 n 3 camps too!!so fun!!=D
anyway the last day nth much la..we slept alot haha then debrief then went back le lor..heez=))so tired!glad tt camp is over haha!kinda enjoyed myself!=)
alright gtg..cya!=)
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2:31 PM